To darkness I come thy rise.
Whom I seek light through my eyes.
This light I move forward.
Hope thy leads me to paradise.
Once you let them see your darkness.
They'll laugh at you. And they'll tear you.
They'll never care. Even if you can hear.
Until you grit your teeth and let it fall.
Fly, and let be with the wind.
Maketh embrace the sun.
Let ones wander to every paradise.
And live and die on this day.
I'm sorry mama.
I'm sorry papa.
I don't think I can make it for tomorrow's dinner.
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 3:46 PM UTC
I am fading.
Falling deeply into the abyss.
Of nothing but darkness.
With despair and regrets.
I am nothing.
Hardly breathing, I'm about to break.
With no hands to hold.
With no arms to care.
I am overpowered.
Beaten badly, crawling to live.
Crushed to pieces.
Reaching the end of the line.
I am unprepared.
I'm too early for this journey.
With few tools I have.
I exhausted myself quick.
I am stuck.
Confused, I'm losing my mind.
Struggling between giving up and moving forward.
Which way should I go?
Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 9:48 AM UTC
It was that night,
I felt something bad.
Hardly can't speak.
Something beyond me.
It was dark and empty,
With a lighted torch I came in.
There's something beneath this darkness.
It's howling and very disturbing.
So I asked myself, out of curiosity.
This emptiness, was it me?
In this darkness, is it me?
Glad I found what I seek.
It was sadness. My old self.
In this emptiness filled with loneliness.
Darkness that I kept inside of me.
And it's crying, hoping help will come.
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 3:51 PM UTC
I am different.
Not like anyone else.
I'm hiding behind these walls.
Expressing myself through words.
I love it this way.
There's no need to show myself.
And stand before those people.
For I am in lack of confidence.
Don't try talking to me verbally.
For I may stutter or not speak at all.
These words can't express itself.
For I have a twisted mind.
Please do understand.
That only for this pen and paper.
Can express these unspoken words.
I kept in my mind.
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 3:52 PM UTC
I remember my youth.
As I walk down this old road.
Moments that built my childhood.
All fun and wild.
Memories came along.
As I walk this road further.
Deep in my soul.
I miss my youth.
And I stopped walking.
As I reached the end of the road.
And I started thinking.
Where are they now?
To my childhood friends.
Whose been with me for many years.
As I make my youth along this old road.
Do you all still remember me?
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 10:46 AM UTC
Oh, girl.
You make me fall in love all over again.
These butterflies flew every moment I saw you.
For you make every moment shine.
Oh, girl.
Your eyes, your smile, your lips.
Every time I had a glimpse of you.
I caught myself smiling.
Oh, girl.
Can't wait to make you mine.
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 2:47 PM UTC
Looking at the mirror,
Telling myself that I'm okay.
It's better this way.
Than to be with people,
Who can't understand me.
Loneliness is not a sin.
Being alone is much better,
Than with people who only critize me.
They may not accept me,
Because of what I am.
No one ever listen nor hear me out.
For I am a lone and independent person.
I hate myself and I don't want to be like them.
I love being alone.
But I hate feeling alone.
No one can understand me.
I'm all alone in this darkness.
No one can save me.
All I want is to be loved,
But no one can give it.
There's only one resort left,
And that is to put myself into deep sleep.
For that can only make me at peace.
Away from twisted path and troubled road.
And no one will ever wonder where am I.
For I not gave attachment to anyone.
For I separated myself from the beginning.
To those people who can't understand me.
Oct 21, 2017
Oct 21, 2017 at 10:59 AM UTC
You must be tired, son.
I know what you're thinking.
You may think of giving up.
But son, remember the things.
That make you stand up until today.
Those things you were fighting for.
That make you survive these hardships.
Remember all the words I said.
Remember all the things I taught you.
Right before I let you off my care.
You may sometimes lose you way.
But son, I let you go on your own.
Not because I'm tired of taking care of you.
But because I know that you're ready.
To stand on your own.
I'm always right here for you, son.
-Dad
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 11:20 AM UTC
O sinta kong kaibig-ibig,
Sa isip ko'y di ka mawaglit.
Pagka't ikaw ang tanging iniibig,
Nang puso kong hindi matigil.
Nais kong masulyapan muli,
Mga matatamis **** ngiti,
At mga mata **** nakapu-pukaw ng pansin.
Sana'y iyong pagbigyan ang aking hiling.
Nang sa gayo'y aking puso'y,
Mapayapa nang muli.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 4:55 PM UTC
Hi,
It's been a year when we parted ways.
You still shines like an angel.
Though my voice can't reach you anymore.
Still, I hope that you're doing fine.
I'm sorry for all the trouble I got you into.
My mistakes that makes you sad.
And I know he's taking care of you.
It is better this way now.
Seeing you happy from afar.
Knowing that you shine brighter when you're with him.
Best Regards,
Your ex-lover
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 4:31 PM UTC