It's always a challenge
Expectations have grown like weeds in my mind all day
While the moon dances I am free to be true to my heart
Pushing my way thru the garden of my mind
Pulling expectations up from their roots in hopes they never come back
My heart getting stronger with every pull
And when the moon lulls itself to sleep
I am greeted by the sun warming my face
And a mind free of expectations of anything
My garden is clean
And today my heart is a little bit stronger
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 6:06 PM UTC
You came to me like whirlwind
Touched my soul with ocean eyes
Seeped under my skin
I know I've met you before
In my dreams
You've always been there
Our souls danced the night that we met
Cold and hot
Waves of our energy dancing
Making our own rhythm
Danced like I've danced with no other
Raw
Pure
Lustfull
Beautiful
You know parts of my soul I've never even seen
And I saw you!
I saw your heart
I tasted your soul
A cosmic connection
But why now?
The timing is all wrong
Youre not ready for me
I am not ready for you
Our souls have always lied in the same places
Even before we knew eachother
But here we are
Trapped in the immaturity of our joining
I wasn't supposed to fall for you
You went supposed to be you
Not yet
But you can't fight what our souls already know
And now grieving
Tears fall from my heart
Knowing that we've lost our innocence
I can't help but feel robbed
Robbed of our flow
Robbed of the purity of the adventure
Robbed of the blooms of love that were just beginning to sprout from the seeds of spring
So why now?
Because this is our first meeting
Because what we have is beautiful
What we have will last a life time
What we have will always be connected
Our souls will forever be intertwined
Just like they always have
I will always be thankful for the adventure
Alway be thankful for what you taught me
Taught me to love everyone
Taught me to be cautious
Taught me to look after my heart
Taught me ways to love myself
Taught me patience
Taught me that there are real men out there
I know I will never find another like you
I will never find energy like yours
I will never hear another lion like yours Roar
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 10:10 PM UTC
Swimming in a web of my own decisions
Entangled within the sloppily sewn stings
Sticking to my skin
Pulling me under
Covering my eyes
Covering my mouth
Wrapping around my delicate body
Fighting the web does not help
It only makes it worse
All is dark within my web
My web of my own decisions
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 9:31 PM UTC