He went to bed for the first time in months, without anybody telling him that they loved him, and telling him to sleepwell
and he found it in his favor.
He found it in his favor to not think about the girl he left behind
with nobody to say that they loved her
or to wish her a goodnight.
He found it in his favor to be alone late at night
with no extra warmth in the blankets beside him.
He found it in his favor to not think about the girl, with nothing but a broken heart and empty sheets.
He found it in his favor to think only about the cool pillow against his cheek
and not the tears on hers.
The only thing she found, was that she was no longer in his favor.
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 11:44 PM UTC
i wanna sit next to you
and watch that smile spread across your face
and i wanna kiss you, run my hand across your face
but...
i wanna hurt you.
feel the tears roll down my face.
i wanna scar you.
in your heart, without a trace.
i want your eyes to know the shadow in my heart, deep within your own.
i want your eyes to know all the blackness and the pain that you.put.here.
you put it here.
the lines you drew to cover up my smiles were all too dark.
and it seems they won’t erase
and i want you to know how
this beating red soul
turned to black marble, from one heartbreak.
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 12:14 AM UTC
i look at you and i’m wondering if you feel angry or cheated
(i know i do) because you threw all of us away
for the new unknowns
but the unknown never came
and all you're left with is the same people
but not the same friends.
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
He broke my heart, shattered to bits, and i thought it was the healing that was hurting.
But he hadn't broken my heart, he had given up on it and shoved it back into my chest as he bit my neck.
and began to tear it apart.
tortuously slow.
grinning as my smiles disappeared.
and my eyes darkened.
the shreds left are far and thin.
and i cannot talk it through.
and i cannot make-believe myself into a happier existence.
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 9:38 PM UTC
Life's just a bottle of embarrassment with a lemon of succes.
Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 2:24 AM UTC
I can't tell you about the pain in my chest because I don't understand it.
I can't tell you about my emotions because I know you can't stand it
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 4:39 AM UTC
My love didn't fade, smear or go away
To love me is a trade.
To give your heart away
To break it is a blade
Sharp and cold
Straight through my veins
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 4:37 AM UTC
People can leave and burn their bridges,
but I'm always willing to jump the river.
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 3:07 AM UTC
Forgetting what it's like to live hand an hand
I used to touch things as they'd break apart so fascinated
But you gave me such a close look
I never wanted this
Watching our memories tumble and fall
Watching our love fall apart
Piece by piece
Looking back and suddenly seeing the rot along the edges and in the cracks.
What once was soft and fluid, is now brittle and torn.
My memory is shining new and sharp
And I'm realizing who you really are
And I'm forgeting my attraction to you
Mean and hateful
Angry and resentful
You are
Smashing my wings under your toes then kissing them better.
Again and again
you've completely played me
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
I can't fill my holes anymore.
Being empty is one thing.
Being completely riddled with holes and scars is quite another
Missing pieces
And I'm thinking that it's almost better
To lose everything
Or to never have
-Than to only miss one vital piece
And watch yourself struggle to go on
-surviving without it.
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC