The figure
A beautiful silhouette
Bonded by eyes
Lamented in cement
I leave for the day
Her hair follows me
It feels eerie ,
I just want her near me
The stimulant clears My mind
Her body onto mine
Waiting for her to reach out
Trying to see
What its all about
Now I’m lost
The way she looks at me
I feel like a ghost
She summons when she is alone
New but old lovers, beautiful slumber
And she finally confessed
That my touch is the best
But honey you and I
Are out for blood
And only one of us
Will make it out
But either way
I can’t seem to leave her alone
And We resist emotions
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 8:41 PM UTC
Your name
It’s been two years.
And it’s still not clear
It comes to a point
Where I can’t see straight
The name that haunts me
Makes me feel great
I don’t know,
Why it won’t show
The days that I see
I forgot , to take hold
Now I’ve lost me
I stay here sad and alone.
I stay back and move so slow
Today’s high
Was a short one
The sky cry’s
And I feel over thrown .
What’s my issue .
What feels true ?
I can’t tell.
You say I
Don’t speak clearly
This isn’t new
I see you
In my dreams
And I try to speak
Words can’t come out
(And ) I don’t know how
I can live without
I stay here sad and alone.
I stay back and move so slow
Today’s high
Was a short one
The sky cry’s
And I feel over thrown .
It’s not real
I tell myself
It can’t be
No doubt .
But I can’t
Feel it
Now I
See it
It’s been two years.
And it’s still not clear
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 8:39 PM UTC
Festival
Summer night
Dewy sky
Sun sets and bus rides
Brought in
With a smile
We were there
But I was alone
Couldn’t touch you
Nothing to hold
And I felt so lonely
But I just couldn’t see straight
Shared the water together
Had me feeling a different way
Maybe it was the secrets
All the spent time
We did our thing
It was fine
And now I see
How it meant to me
One last touch
The feeling.
I still see it
I’m trying not to
Your complexion
Had me frozen
It was just a dream
But meant much more
The cool summer breeze
By the lake shore
Surrounded by trees
Maybe it was the secrets
All the spent time
We did our thing
It was fine
And now I see
How it meant to me
One last touch
The feeling.
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 4:57 PM UTC
And she said we’d hang again
Yeah we’ll see I guess
Last time I saw her
She was in that yellow dress
I might just see
If I can go without
I see her in all my lovers
What happened to my plan
Undercover
Ruined by your eyes
And they way you loved me
At the end of the day
We could never be .
I saw you after a year.
I tried to replace you
It was very clear.
But then you came and I was struck
All my lies were all tied up.
I know you have a lover
And so do I
But I’d drop it all in the blink of an eye.
The cycle is going to repeat its self
I’m not sure why but I need help.
Should I just be alone
Or can I take you
Be my very own.
I miss you
‘Beautiful’
What a fitting name
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 4:56 PM UTC
I’ve often been told
By many different souls.
That I’m hard to read
It’s getting old
Enough for me to forget it
Until it comes up again
And again and again.
Is it my glares to the top corner or the room
Or the stale air
Was it because I already told you ?
Worried about my feelings,
But it’s Your actions .
Do you not have any compassion
Or respect for yourself
Sour.
Here’s another number
Take a guess
How I feel
Use your head
Tell me what’s real.
Can’t be looking down
Face glowing Up
Because you can’t talk
Like a ******* grown up
This mind game is too lame
I can’t stand your sad face but
You need a kick into reality
I told one time
Don’t you ever lash out at me
I’m a piece of **** inside
But I never let it out
I don’t wanna give you
Something to talk about
Everyone’s cool
Until they don’t shout
This is how
The truth comes out
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 4:58 PM UTC
Confide in me
Cry to me
Or just keep dying silently
Quietly, eyeing me
Steal pieces inside of me
I tried to see
Wildly
How you break me
So I tell myself
This is what she wanted
A boy to see romantically
Another to see casually
Im A friend to you,
A man to another
I cannot help
But I have been smothered
Your tight knit heart
I’m all covered
I know it’s a shame
That it won’t fit right
I’d rather have you here tonight
We say we do
we say we don’t
Our lives have changed
Up in smoke.
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 5:33 PM UTC
Wow
What a day
You’re such a beautiful force
My hands froze but they’re so warm
I’m nervous and you know it
I’m willing to go for it
But I can’t
I’m struck
By the feeling of your touch
I tried but was skiddish
You call me out on my intentions
You try to make me feel okay
We laugh and smoked the night away.
I rather not tell
The reasons why I’m glossed
The reason my head is all fog
I’d rather not pour my heart out again
I’d rather much reside in a friend
But I did what I came to do
And that’s be with you
Your next level sense of awareness
Is something new .
But it’s also your downfall,
Your blunt approach
Surprisingly effective
You’re just like me
But more collected
You’re attentiveness
More selected.
I was shy
You have me shook
You sat there and read me
Like a book
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 11:41 AM UTC
It was a warm soothing October day
A nation mourned your loss
The voice of Canada
Soundtrack to everyone’s summer
everyone’s heartbreak
Everyone’s love
A reason to celebrate
It was a beautiful day
Tragically sick
It’s no joke
We miss you Gord,
We needed someone like you
Someone who told the world
What we can do.
Canada misses you
And a year later it’s still the same
So pick up the ****
And light it up
The Tragically hip
Here to **** **** up.
(Canada legalized **** on Gords death day)
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 5:41 PM UTC
It’s funny
You’re name literally translates to
‘Beautiful’
But you’re far from that
A steep downhill.
Inside you’re ugly
Deep down you care
Maybe that’s why I was so unaware .
What happened to you
Was it all bad
are you all alone
Or with another man
Is it what I did
Or how I said it
Will this be the day
I lose my head and,
Will it be me
Who has the last laugh
Beautiful girl
Sharp lash
Why’d you stay
Why’d you go
What’s happening
To my soul
I shoot a message
And quickly retract it
Not trying to feel embarrassed .
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 1:56 PM UTC
You’re covering something
Hiding it so patiently
Waiting for the time
To let it out
Painfully .
I can see it in your eyes
I can sense it when you talk
A really bad secret
That You could live without
You mask it so well
Until the blanket gets too hot
The feeling inside
You just want to get out
Bruised emotions
Shaky vibrations
Eyes are leaking
So intrusive
Don’t worry
I won’t judge
Just let me know
What will make you budge
Speaking from the heart
A reall soul seeker
Let me be your healer
Some things just digg deeper .
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 2:12 AM UTC
