Could one more second really
Last longer than the last.. .
How can my love only grow stronger.
While your love for me
Dies.......
So fast.....
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 2:53 AM UTC
Am I ?
Kool?
Do I need to be?
I need to learn
I cannot choose
Who is
or is not
my enemies!
Thus if friends are contingent
Upon how I pretend to be.....
In the end
it really depends
On which friends
Then again
If I have to try
.........
Solitary confinement
...........
I transend
Who am I?
I refuse to die
Caught in a lie,
Dissatisfied in these trends,
And variance within
Of who I am supposed to be.
I look deeply
In the darkness I see
Time loss triggered memory
Lobotomy by Luminati.
Underneath lies.........
And a skeleton key......
Dichotomy.....
Gloomy . ..
Entombed,
Doom in full bloom ,
Tell me .......
I insist ,
Am I in your paradigm
Or are you mine?
To which do I exist?
Parasite?
Or
Have I made the list ?
Consume ?
Or
To be consommé
sweater spun on a loom?
Or
Swathed in a spiders caccoon?
Fear and loathing
In a venomous lagoon
Sipping on shrooms
Soakin in sherm.......
Strange .
Everything's changed
Except the pain
Concern remains.
Am I still Germain
And if so
Am I still me ?
How will I know
Follow my Sherpa through the plumes,
Trepidation in a humidor
Self proclaimed
Troubadour
Missing ques
Misconstruing clues
Groomed
In delerium
in a flue
With blue flames
Played by the rules
Player to a pawn
Pupil to a puppa
Stupid out of excuses
Fuled by shame So I goon
On......
Dec 22, 2025
Dec 22, 2025 at 3:12 PM UTC
Time, once created
Irreversible !
non negotiable !
Your time is yours.
My time is mine.
Un-changeable?
Desires and atempts too
Oppose you.
From individual point of view.
There is never enough
At times of bliss
Then in excess in times of distress
Doing what you dont want to do.
Your portion....
Is exactly measured
No more no less!
Consider distribution protocols
Why is our time under your control?
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 3:44 AM UTC
The greatest augmentation of time....
In respect to delivery
Compounded by pride ....is
A Promise received improperly
Dec 3, 2025
Dec 3, 2025 at 4:34 AM UTC
Way before we heard about
Concerta,
Everything we were told not to do ....we already did .
Hey ....its a choice .....
You wannad to be a stooly
So we hurt cha.......
Quick quiz kid
were you the one
Always saying this .....
Or were you like us
And had to hear it
" you probly dont have salmon or puce. You have to have the 96 pack!"
Nov 25, 2025
Nov 25, 2025 at 6:43 PM UTC
Jurisdictions grow
As I glow up ...
In my mind .....
And Swift is the heart
To reveal the reality...
This is a figment ....
Still .......
I feel its real .....
Until I find ......
Ultimately
Thoughts submit to truth ....
So where is it
That reality sits .....
In the heart or the mind ...
Or is it the combined
Sides that barely see
What lies on the other side of the great rift ?
Is this pillar in which time and energy exist creating the space which persists vigilance and the great debate overrides and delegates the chemical response to demonstrate why we acclimate into a constant state of flux
Where the only constant we can rely on ........
Is change
...
If your not adapting
Staying flexible
You susceptible to dieing .....
Im not lieing .......
Nov 25, 2025
Nov 25, 2025 at 6:33 PM UTC
Look ,
put the right shoe
On the left foot
Ok now put your right foot
Into the right shoe....
Thats it ......
Dont wory about excess....
That never happens...
Just do!
It is never really as bad
As youre imagined view . .
When your in it you dont see it
When its over
Like it or leave it .
At least you did it
.or tried . ....
You do you.
You be you. .
Its yours to be yours
If Its not ......
It will be no good for you. ..
Dont make it yours because you want it so bad .
It will be what it was meant to be you are the one to decide
If there is a difference between
Destiny and fate.. ...
And tell me
Does each have integral parts
Like does one step to attain one lessens your chance
To achieve the other one ...
You will have to believe that
They are not the same ,
While understanding
They represent the same thing.
Similar but different to
A consequently type thing .....
Try not to exacerbate on
Pontificating to much
And be labeled a dreamer ...
Use bigger words
So what you mean . ....
Will be meaner .. ...
And remember saying less means more .....
It doesn't mean
To re grow a limb .
Or replace someone from your club
Thats a pun ....remember .....
I mean
..I
...y.........
.uhhh ...
Contemplate on your state .
But dont take too long on every decision. .
Elst thow wilt be stuck like me
In a ****** schism
Like for realism
Feel like a stigmata in a stigma..
Trying to find relevance for my existence .
I feel like it will be found
Somewhere between ambiguous and ambivalence....
Juxtaposed to askewity
Why not just ask me
Im witty.......
Well ......maybe
Ya. no.....
Its a definite maybe .....
Only sane people check thier sanity ...
I take cover in knowing I dont have too.
. ...
Did I say cover......
Ya ok cool beans
Fin
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 5:33 PM UTC
Arms straining and stretched out as far as they can go,
upside down in a pool
On my tippy toes .....trying to reach bottom....
For what reason ....?
Nobody knows ....
Expecting different results isn't crazy .....
Its dedication and determination to never give up and never
Give in ....
.
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 3:17 AM UTC
It pride.......
I hope its ok speek freely...
Poetry .....
I rely on you to not judge me ....
Im broken
I hope poetry
You are still the trust tree.
On my knees
I see a reflection of the ceiling .....
Blank ........
In the pool of snot and tears .....
I feel fear and pain
My love is soon leaving me .....
Open my eyes in hope to understand why ..
I see the same
I see me and the ceiling
Blank ....... I cant believe i can be blamed
Then an epiphany
If i resolve to never let it go....
The shame will remain and the pain unchanged ......
desperation can render
Actions and reactions to be twisted and deranged ......
Doing and saying nothing
Looks like you are guilty of just playing games ........
When you are innocent and innocent in honest love with someone and this all falls upon youre head ......
This will make you insane.......
Nov 1, 2025
Nov 1, 2025 at 11:49 PM UTC
The value of self evaluation ?
The recipie for a curse
You cannot negate fate. ...
Or or decimate what you have sown unless you master
The rights in respect
To appropriate atone......
we dont see what we dont want to be
I can understand ....
But what is strange to me
Is that in fact we are in one aspect exactly the same , lacking the ability to see that we all came from diverse environmental conditioning.
Which allows us to
Believe in the incomplete
Reflection shown ....
Negative traits ,are only rumors from haters with poor taste
poor traits are only
Portraits portrayed
By jellies who pretty themselves
Telling tales of you
Both untrue and unkind.
So i need to see my full spectrum through the eyes of someone other than my own ..
Not being worse than every
Bad person I've known
The root behind
The nagging question in mind
Why am I always alone?
Nov 1, 2025
Nov 1, 2025 at 8:40 PM UTC
