I know
I'll never be
Everyones
Cup of tea
I am me
Some things
I can't change
Yeah
I know
I'm strange
Off the beaten path
Never been a follower
Except of my heart
But can we be
Friends?
Just friends?
It's nice to have
Someone to share
Someone who cares
I don't mind
If you're
A thousand miles away
I just want to
Take the time
To brighten your day
An electronic smile
A thought or two
Just to know someone
Thought of you
When you're down
Someone who
Listens to your tears
And when you win
Someone who cheers
In the end
I only want one love
But there's no limits on
Friends
And sometimes
Even I
Need someone
To say
Are you okay?
May 27, 2016
May 27, 2016 at 9:35 AM UTC
My god
I’m amazed to this day
That you let me pick you up
Let alone touch you
Oh, it took some coaching
I had to pet you for a while for you to relax
I had to prove that I was good
To you
Everyone else was terrified of you
Told by their parents to stay away
That you would scratch and bite them
But you never did
At least not me
We were true friends
I loved you
You and I knew what it was
To be outcasts
To be unloved
Even at that early age
I knew I was a stray
Just like you
Discarded
Playing in back alleys
And empty lots
You were old
Bones sticking out
But you wanted love too
Just like me
Maybe you were once an indoor cat
Fed twice a day
Maybe your owner died
Or moved away
No one knew
You were just there
Yeah
So was I
I remember you
Purring on my lap
As I pet you
Something to love
For a boy who could love
No one
Not even himself
No
That’s not true
I loved you
We called you Kiddo Kat
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 10:08 AM UTC
Like the Man on the Moon.
See me rise.
See me fall.
See me shine bright.
Or not at all.
Like the Man on the Moon.
So far away,
An' all alone.
A lonely place,
I call my home.
Like the Man on the Moon.
Through dark emptiness,
I seem to drift.
The light of another,
My only gift.
Like the Man on the Moon.
That's who I am.
The Man on the Moon.
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 8:19 AM UTC
Her love is like the Moon.
Shinning brightly down on the surface of my soul.
Glowing beautifully in the sky of my heart.
Moving smoothly across the heavens of my thoughts.
She circles me with hope.
Shades me with light,
In my darkest hour.
She moves the tides of my love,
With her presence.
She follows me.
She guides me.
On a path that is true.
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 8:10 AM UTC
Your "OK"
Pierces
My heart
Drops of blood
Leave a trail
Back into
The shadows
"I understand"
"I'm sorry"
Those sentiments
Would be
OK
"OK"
Is not
You hurt me
That's OK
That's life
That's the risk
I'm willing to take
But "OK"
Isn't
Just "OK" hurts
You know that
"OK"
Is cold
Indifferent
Clinical
"Ok"
Is not
Okay
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 9:20 AM UTC
When your heart is shut
It gathers no love
When you no longer trust
You can no longer hope
When you fear love’s pain
You cannot risk to love
A man can only knock
On your heart’s portal
For so long
Without encouragement
Without hope
His heart wanders
A heart that seeks a companion
Compassion
Needs conviction
If you believe I am untrustworthy
Then why do I stay?
Why do I suffer your
Indifference?
I want more
More than it seems
You are ready to give
Willing to give
Able to give
I tried
To break through
Break down
Your walls
What more could I do?
Wait forever?
How can you be worth it
If you don’t think I am?
The thing is
I’ve been where you are
I know the feeling well
I know how much it hurts
To believe something is real
To hope for something real
If you wanted me
You would risk for me
I guess I’m not worth the risk
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 12:09 PM UTC
The highest highs
The lowest lows
At least you know
Where you stand
The sweet bliss of love
The devastating loss of you
Easier to handle
Than the in between
That place with no direction
Up, down, right or left
A cyclone of unknowns
And rampant speculations
The whiplash of emotions
Yes is so very good
No is so very bad
I don’t know crushes the soul
What words to convey?
What do I need to say?
Should I go or stay?
In the in between
Are you my life raft?
Or my boat anchor?
Do I cling to this?
Or swim away?
Heart beating hard
Thoughts running fast
I don’t know how to feel
In the in between
Your words say stay
It’s the words you don’t say
Have me running circles
In the middle of this
What do we have?
Why don’t I know?
Or are you too?
In the in between
What words to convey?
What do we need to say?
Should we go or stay?
In the in between
Here I stand
Hammer in hand
To break down the walls
That stand between us
It can’t just be me
Who needs to be set free
If You and I are to become We
There must be nothing in between us
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 9:58 AM UTC