Now I’ll always wonder
Does he love me for me
Or does he love me for my body
Does he want to be with me
Or does he just want to sleep with me
Does he mean it when he says he loves me
Or is he telling me what I want to hear
Does he just want to see me bare
Or does he really care
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019 at 3:40 AM UTC
You said it, he said it, she said it.
Who meant it?
You said you loved me
But said you loved her in the same day
How could that be?
Why did you do this to me?
A part of me will always wonder now
Do they love me or do they want to use me
Do they care for me or will they abuse me
Is this real ?
Will they choose me?
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 4:08 AM UTC
Her beautiful eyes mask the wonderful lies
She wonders her worth
If she’ll ever be good enough
Will she ever be loved as much as she loves?
May 16, 2019
May 16, 2019 at 4:14 AM UTC
I feel a warmth every time you look at me
I feel like I’ve found my other half
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 3:47 AM UTC
I wish it was possible to have love without any pain
I wish it was possible to have happiness without even a touch of sadness
Even in the brightest days there’s always a patch of darkness
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 5:14 AM UTC
I could feel you inside me
I felt your soul
I felt your love
Real heartbreak was losing you
I think about you every day
I think about how far along I would be
what gender you were
I think about what you would have looked like
What your name would have been
When I lost you I lost a part of myself
You changed me
I never realized it was possible to love anyone as much as I loved you
I just wish I could have met you
I wish I could have told you I loved you
I wish I could have held you
You will forever be in my heart
Rest In Peace
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 4:56 AM UTC
I can’t forget it
When I close my eyes it’s all I see
I was so young
You took advantage of me
You hurt me
Physically
Also emotionally
You changed my outlook on love
You made me believe that’s how love was supposed to be
You drugged me
Hit me
***** me
Used me
You hurt me
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 4:33 AM UTC
I knew I loved you when I looked at you and just felt at home. I knew i loved you when all I wanted to to was be by your side. I knew I loved you when 10 hours with you felt like 10 minutes.
The way you look at me makes my heart melt. This is something I’ve never felt.
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 4:27 AM UTC
I stared at the wall for hours
Wondering what I did to make you stop loving me
Wondering why I could never be enough
Thinking about you and her
What does she have that I don’t?
I gave you every part of me
I even created a part of both of us
But you didnt want him either
Our child was unwanted by you
My heart was broken
Why can’t I ever be enough?
Apr 25, 2019
Apr 25, 2019 at 4:55 AM UTC
I’m scared you’ll hurt me
Just like he did
I’m scared to love you
What if you don’t love me back
I’m scared to let you in
What if it scares you off
I’m scared to open up
What if it makes you shut down from me
I’m scared to let you in
What if you just leave
I’m scared to show the real me
What if you don’t like what you see
Apr 25, 2019
Apr 25, 2019 at 4:34 AM UTC