Don't you dare tell me Heaven exists,
The closest I've ever been were those nights that I felt loved.
The closest I've ever been were those lips-
They tasted like Heaven,
But the after taste is wanting,
The after taste is unloved.
The after taste is regret for falling in love again.
Don't you dare tell me Hell exists,
Because I've had those nights where only love remains.
I've known those lips that strip hate from your tongue.
I know of love,
I know of it's wake.
I know what I would die for,
And what would bring me back to life.
Love and hate remind us of what it means to be alive.
And I know neither.
So don't you ******* dare tell me that I exist.
Oct 4, 2019
Oct 4, 2019 at 11:28 AM UTC
Another dream ends,
She died as the sun rose.
And I; sleepless again,
Never what anyone chose.
Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 12:03 AM UTC
Translucent eyes I look to thee,
And to the sun I emerged from sea.
Your shallow gaze I never loved
Was but to save from the depths in me.
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 3:39 PM UTC
Lips of Ash,
Charred and cracked,
Carry my words to a god who's never cared.
Let her find them unbeautiful,
Not worship, nor prayer.
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 7:03 AM UTC
I went out to find
Some value in me,
So I sold what I had
For little a fee.
My eyes for a penny
I sold to some fools,
They're blind and useless,
Mistook for jewels.
My lips for a nickel
To the sweetest sin,
So they'll know the love
That has never been.
My ears for a dime
I sold to a lover.
To hear sweet nothings,
And silence uncover.
My hands for a quarter
I sold to a ghost,
So that she might feel
What I've wanted the most.
Finally my bones for a dollar
I sold to the earth,
But as for my soul-
There was found no worth.
Aug 10, 2019
Aug 10, 2019 at 5:23 PM UTC
Dear Gentle Breeze, of you I'll forget
Of how you passed through
The ugly places that I lived
And of these it's true- vacant and stale
But born anew, upon the coming gale.
Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 1:53 AM UTC
I believe in the sun
And arrival of light
I believe in dawning
But **** this long night.
It comes and goes
With more give than take.
Exit smile,
Enter ache.
One day someone will accidentally love me
Though I could never see how
And we'll finally be happy
Just, not now.
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 11:23 PM UTC
Within your phantom hands
I found the noose
Only to die again today
Sweet allure of almost
Can't you hold me tonight?
It's been 23 years since I've felt loved.
Why is my mind like a subway?
Crowded
Filled with every pretty face
That couldn't give a ****
Amongst them the worst
That I would settle
And I, still found less than the tiles
Stained with last nights bad decisions.
Another step upon me, I hope you get to go where you long to be.
I'll be here. Like I always have been.
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 11:33 PM UTC
The amber glow of dawn
Has entered to purge the night.
To sleep your fire stole,
But once again ignites.
You feel it burning in your body,
Your weaknesses pick you apart,
But where did this fire come from,
If not the flames spilling from your heart?
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 5:57 PM UTC
Unravel my heart
These knots made of
Coarse twine
Unforgiving, and hard to hold.
Escape.
You deserve a better home
You were never meant to be here.
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 4:19 AM UTC