there’s a girl
close to my heart
but miles from my hands;
she hides from my soul
and my heart
is outrun.
there’s a girl
lost in my mind
she wanders in my thoughts
and refuses
to be found.
there’s a girl I love
I wonder if my name
lives anywhere
in her chest.
Mar 14
Mar 14, 2026 at 12:52 AM UTC
when I die
let the fire and the water
have their fill;
burn my body and scatter
the ash
into the sea.
for the way these emotions
consume me.
for how deep
this heart
sinks.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 12:08 PM UTC
Her voice
holds a weight the darkness
cannot lift.
She speaks
and weighs down
my fears.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 12:07 PM UTC
lately,
i’m found sitting with the
darkness,
waiting
for the quiet to break
its silence
to tell me,
the thing i already know;
i am alone.
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 10:51 PM UTC
If you ever stumble upon
my silence,
know
it was full of you
and nothing else.
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 10:42 AM UTC
I remember the pause
before your arms
stretched—
the world held its breath;
I did nothing.
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 10:24 AM UTC
i don’t want you
as a metaphor,
another simile,
or an Instagram feeling
the world applauds.
i want you.
not as a moment,
not as a story.
i want you
as a choice
that chooses me back.
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 10:13 AM UTC
People like me
will die alone;
it is forged
in our souls.
I remember it
faintly,
the way steel remembers
the hammer.
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 3:19 PM UTC
i have a wide fear of being too deep.
that one day
my someone will fall into me,
and realize that i am
an abyss.
that they will step back
and be intimidated
by my void.
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 3:38 AM UTC
I still think about you;
silence reminds me
of your name.
I still feel the glaze
of every word
you never meant
to be sharp.
They crawl on my skin,
like frost on brittle
leaves.
I still yearn
for you;
but the sea is dead—
its tides unmoved,
and the moon no longer controls the wolves.
I still think about you;
not as often as I did,
but enough to know
I still might.
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 12:31 PM UTC