to think of you
is to think of lies
what you were
in my head
was never truly you
I must admit that I read
outside the lines
too entranced was I
to see beyond your exterior splendor
but I miss you still
the truth you were
not the lies you became
Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 8:05 PM UTC
dreaming of you
like I always do
you're still in my head
like you never left my bed
I still miss your hair
your scent in the air
but baby you're gone
and it's got me all wrong
Jun 27, 2025
Jun 27, 2025 at 7:11 PM UTC
addiction disease
has infected me
swarming down my throat
invading my lungs
suffocating my vocal cords until
the words are strangled away
tainting my organs with its filthy touch
killing
me
slowly
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 1:32 PM UTC
every day is the same
every day is mundane
but if you ever want things to change
you have will it into being
it won't change on its own
you must know what you want
and make it happen, first in your heart, then into reality
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 1:29 PM UTC
I wish I was even half the man I have the power to be
I hope that one perhaps I will be
that one day I'll wake up
with my failing liver and blackened lungs
and have a feeling, in my broken battered heart
have a feeling that it's time to be a better man
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 1:27 PM UTC
the son arrives by the will of the mother
the mother is gone by the hands of the father
the father is gone by the grasp of a bottle
the bottle is passed into the innocent hands of the son
domino effect
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 1:25 PM UTC
the bottle calls...like whispers in my subconscious
but it is up to me, and only me to remember
that the drink is the devil in disguise
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 1:23 PM UTC
I did love you once
once you were my light
you shone in the darkness of my eyes
you spoke through the rays of the sun
now you creep in the shadows
lurking as to not be seen
you bring nightmares and darkness
and now you're the moonlight
but still the light in the dark, I loved you once.
May 12, 2025
May 12, 2025 at 5:14 PM UTC
I wish I could say
yes, five years sober!
not a drop of a drink
In five years, look at me go!
instead,
I'm five years drunk.
May 12, 2025
May 12, 2025 at 5:12 PM UTC
I walk and I walk
going nowhere
but getting there fast
I can run and I can run
but I'll only arrive slower
May 12, 2025
May 12, 2025 at 5:11 PM UTC