Our love was toxic
We fried each others brains
Hollowed our hearts out
But still managed to clog our arteries
Our oxymoron
Love
Hate
Bedroom bottled screams
Kept each other in an insomnic state for days
Your nails dug into me and I could no longer tell
If we were making love or simply
*******
Your kisses stung
Your eyes pierced my skull
You carved your name into my red
Tender skin
And I scratched
I scratched at your pesticide
Designed to **** this rodent
For you
The viper to feast upon
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 11:40 AM UTC
When I met you, I was a draft.
An artwork to never be complete.
My eyes of charcoal
My veins of graphite
No color flowed through me for I was
Lifeless.
You opened up to me
You redesigned my thoughts.
Your paintbrush stroked a bright blush onto my cheeks
You turned me into
Bright pastels
With glorious indigos
Overwhelming scarlets
And mysterious lavenders.
You kissed me in a backdrop of
Forest greens.
You created scenery for
Every emotion,
Dressed me with rainbows,
And completed my blank spaces.
You turned me into a masterpiece.
But before you could sign your
Glorious painting
You realized
You could do better pieces
And pastel was over rated anyways.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 1:08 AM UTC
If I could change
One part of my life
It would be the part
Where you
Left
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC
**I'm an anxiety driven teen ******
I let my fears drag me on a leash.
I make the wrong choices in every situation
And I can never really sleep.
My meals consist of nothing.
I feel overweight and unclean.
I feel mostly suicidal
But I can't **** myself
I'm afraid of the unseen.
I am a walking paradox.
Tired but won't sleep.
Hungry but won't eat.
I am the embodiment of stupid
But isn't that every teen?
**I'm an anxiety driven teen ******
Just give up on me and leave.
Tear me up into pieces,
And run from the crime scene.
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 10:55 AM UTC
It's been 5 months
Recovering from 2 years
Of gentle giggles and heart felt hugs
2 am conversations and 3 am tired kisses
5 am would bring brightening skies and quiet goodnights
You always were a night-owl
I remember running through the forest
Staring out at our special spot
Listening to the water trickle down the creek
And something about the sparks in your eyes
Really made the place disappear
Even surrounded by all this magnificent nature
I was still lost in your beauty
I remember telling you my dreams
The adventurous journey across the Milky Way
When it rained clocks and time stopped
And that really stupid one about the tricycle in the skate park
You would always listen and tell me yours
But the real dream was seeing you when I woke up
I remember many special things with you
You were my first girlfriend
My stunning homecoming date
The first person to make me cry out of happiness
You were my best friend
I will never forget that
I remember a bitter-sweet memory of us too.
The room was quiet
I only heard the scratching from your pet mice.
The street lamp crawled through the blinds
And a warm hand touched my red, flooded, cheek
And our lips met
My first kiss, Your first kiss
Complete.
It's been 5 months
Recovering from 2 years
Of gentle giggles and heart felt hugs
2 am conversations and 3 am tired kisses
5am only brings my tear filled eyes nowadays
I've always been an insomniac
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 10:06 PM UTC
From the day I was born, I have been your shadow.
Hidden in the dark, shaded by your existence.
Always the last one to be noticed when we are together.
No matter who noticed us, rather it be our
Friends or Family
Our own parents notice you first
Always.
I'm the one who is just
There
And you, well you are in the spotlight
Everywhere.
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 3:44 PM UTC