When people ask me about my future I always tell them about the tiny house.
The one that will have green walls to remind me of the forest no matter where I am
How it'll have an actual bathtub in the bathroom because I belive the best way to relax in the tub
And I'll make sure it can have room for at least 2 people and a cat
They think I want a tiny house because I am a minimalist, when that could not be farther from the truth.
I want a tiny house so thatl my best friend will always have a place to stay when they come visit.
There will be no worries about if their partner can come or if they'll have to leave a cherished pet behind because I know we have the room.
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 6:00 PM UTC
Its one in the morning As I lay here in my bed
Wishing you could just see the thoughts that go through my head
While trying to ignore the fact that I have once again been crying
All because I can feel that whatever we are is dying
There is a heavy weight in my chest
And I'm dreading having to get up in a few hours in order to get dressed.
But I'll say nothing about how I feel
Until we get to share another meal because that was the deal.
Jan 3, 2025
Jan 3, 2025 at 2:19 AM UTC
He believes he is not ready
Yet he doesn't see how much shes adores him
He says he couldn't afford a relationship
Though he doesn't know she would be fine staying exactly how they are
With the late night phonecalls randomly and there letting each other know when they'll be unavailable
She loved how he seems to remember the small little things from their conversation
She loves how he has the same interest as her
But she cannot say she loves him though. Because that takes much more time to know.
She knows she adores him with her whole heart but never tell him
Jul 19, 2024
Jul 19, 2024 at 1:14 AM UTC
People do not understand that love is unconditional
I do not fall in love with someone completely on purpose nor do I fall in love.
I start a friend ship just like I'm taking a bath.
I carefully turn on the water and check the temperature before climbing in.
But then I begin to daydream, forgetting all about how high the levels are rising
or how the temperature feels.
until I am completely submerged in water that scolds me.
And when it all ends my skin is red and sore and I've cried out my heart because it hurts.
Jul 5, 2024
Jul 5, 2024 at 7:53 PM UTC
I remember the first time my soft hands held yours which were like a rose.
How your thrones pricked at my skin causing me to bleed.
And how I feel in love with that feeling because I thought it was love
I stayed with you despite how you told me I was nothing but a pesky ****
It wasn't till you do rudely poured poured poison all over my soil and grew so tall you hid me from the sun
That I finally decided our graden bed was to small for me
Now it's been a couple years, and I no longer shead tears for you.
The scars you left on my hands, now faded out, and covered by flowers I began to sprout
Nov 14, 2023
Nov 14, 2023 at 8:48 PM UTC
From sitting in the back together
To not being able to look at each other
It was your insecurity that lead us here
Or maybe it was the pressures from your peers
Those were your promises to keep
But instead, you'd rather make me weep
So no more long car rides
Or trying to save your pride
For you are nothing new
Just something that makes me blue
Goodbye little gas station boy
I no longer wish to be your toy
Apr 8, 2022
Apr 8, 2022 at 6:03 PM UTC
Arms streached out
I take a step back
May my body lay about
All dressed in black
To all that would weep
Death is cold
So remember to count your sheep
And pray you dont get old
May 4, 2021
May 4, 2021 at 12:02 AM UTC
Thank you for trying so hard
Even when your so broken
You keep on trying to love
And your always so open
Even when I've wished you'd stop
You keep beating
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:39 AM UTC
I am a wonderer.
I don’t follow the path set for me
I’m like a bird who is free
I don't follow society's rules
Because the fear of being rejected is so minuscule
And what I say ,to you might seem like a mouthful
But to me it's extremely colorful
I may not be good at art
But i follow my heart
For what to me might seem like a symphony
Can seem to you like Blasphery
But I hope that you can see
That the difference is great to me
O' dear God this rhyme
Makes it seem like I'm wasting my time
Where is this going
It kinda seems to be growing
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:29 AM UTC
Ode to the boy in the gas station
Why are you such a temptation?
You think I'm unaware
But Sometimes I catch your stare
And that kinda makes me scared
Not for the fact that you cared
But what if I fall for you?
Will you fall for me too?
Or have you already fallen?
Is it my heart that will be stolen?
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:26 AM UTC