I’m not as sweet as the candy you once loved
I’m not as lovely as that flower on the gardener’s glove
I’m not as interesting as the changing color of autumn leaves
And I might not be the person I may seem
I’m not too good with words
I can’t speak what my mind tells me to
I’m not that beautiful
So you might replace me too
I can’t do well in school
But I try my best to
I might not be the one for you
But I just want to tell you
I really like you
Apr 11, 2020
Apr 11, 2020 at 3:11 AM UTC
Laughter that once echoed died down
Smiles that radiates have started to frown
My once joy of life have vanished
And the grills of the windows are clearer than the glass
The doors seems to welcome me outside
But the chains I can’t see is keeping me inside.
I was drowning in tears, and that little lass,
Barely breathes; enclosed on walls
Haunted memories echo on the walls
But as the echo dies, so does the memory
Until there was nothing left to justify the word “Happy”
For life was too lonely
And life was too toxic
For the place we once called home
Feb 10, 2020
Feb 10, 2020 at 4:53 AM UTC
Zippered words are just a code;
if one love leads the right road
But cupid's bullet just grazed;
a beating heart bled too much.
It was too late to stop the craze
At least I know that much
All was just one big misstep
And the book of distant days;
is hidden in my mind's depth,
Untouched in a pirate's chest;
keys hidden in Laughter's fest;
ne're to be spoken, or such
At least I know this much
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 7:12 AM UTC
The laughter and joy
The walks we enjoy
The stories that we share
And the actions they show
To know that they care
Was only part of the show
Little did I know
The words from their mouths
All have secrets underneath
And the knife was already too deep
For me to take it out
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 8:38 PM UTC
I can't help but miss the fragments of the past that I cannot put together because no piece were for each other
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 9:11 AM UTC
All I need is for you to be near
And having you here
Means there's nothing to fear
And if all things' are lost my dear,
All I need is your voice to hear
And I don't need any seer
To tell me that two hearts could adhere
And three words could make it all clear
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 2:35 AM UTC
Lying on my bed
With a phone in my hand
And the notebooks that I held
Filled with words of color
But my papers bled
And the words that come out is slur,
A struggle inside
A rollercoaster ride
Of words that wants to come out
But only a few survived
My desire to lock my mouth grew,
Locking myself up in a cage
With bars made of rage
And floors of a history book page
With the girl inside
And the need to keep and hide
The sadness in her eyes
With a hint of annoyance,
Not to others
But hers
"we will never be okay
And we continue to be lonely
Because the attention you seek
Will never look to your way"
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 9:50 AM UTC
The laugh of the person I want to reach
Is enough to make my little heart skip
Here's to the person I find too jard to reach,
To the person I cannot keep
When I try to write of all the things I like,
Your image flashes, and you fill my mind
My heart beats like a drum, like I'm on a hike,
But I still fear one day, our hearts would bind
As you knock on my heart, I add the locks more
Hanging on a thread, butbmy feelings have grown
Boy, your love words are enough to makr me soar,
But I know those words are not mine to own.
As two hearts attempt to be connected,
I will be the one to take the lost way.
You will not run and come, as expected
But if I could see you smile, it's okay
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 4:29 AM UTC
Even if I try to hold on,
My hands are too full,
And the world is too cruel
For a person
Whose only desire is to be true.
As I live my life as a fool,
The fingers that hooked the bars
Are slowly slipping.
The splashes shined like the moon
And the water is cool
As it made stars
And it fell on my cheeks, dripping
Only to realize
That the only thing I held on
Was your words full of lies
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 9:33 AM UTC
I never knew
the things that I could do
and I'm afraid
as I laid
on my bed; I have failed
myself, and now I'm afraid
of the things that I could do
I'm losing myself
I never knew
banging your head
could set you free
I never knew,
comfort could be found
at the tears on my bed
I am afraid
of the things in my head
I am afraid
of myself
May 17, 2018
May 17, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC