Whether if they're easy
or perhaps only cloudy,
yet still persists the possibility
some consumed of immobility.
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 4:10 AM UTC
Made from the fabric of broken dreams
pieced together in this effortless jiffy
as to hide the truth behind these seams,
that way no one could never even truly see
how my eyes have become a grayish blue.
I've lost control over what I can show,
merely a puppet with a cruel puppeteer
misleading me to think I have free will.
Trying to find a motive in this quiet torso
which isn't reassuring me that I'm alive,
so I could survive a battle that's all uphill.
But is going onwards still what I owe?
I'm guessing so, fighting away the night
mercilessly as they've been trained to ****
No ears hear these smothered screams
or can ever tell if I'm feeling quite iffy,
for their too clever with their schemes
as I will always be letters from being free
and seeing this life from a brighter view.
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 12:49 PM UTC
When it's been pouring heavy all day
then this feeling comes and always befuddles.
A couple cuts to make demons obey
rather I should jump in some muddy puddles.
Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 3:50 PM UTC
Living in only a miniscule millisecond
then of the universe's forever lasting life,
receiving all tortures just as reckoned
for where we are has so much strife.
Before your neurons can even fire
or your brain could process anything,
It's too late to save this situation so dire
and keep this soul you're worshiping.
Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 2:42 AM UTC
Thinking I have made the best moves
keeps me in an unmoving progression,
of attempting recovery on ground lost
from precipitous decisions I've chosen.
Trying my best yet nothing improves
since I still haven't given a confession,
the one that I'm alive but at what cost
till I do I shall remain forever frozen.
So won't something, anything,
motivate this stalemate I'm in.
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 3:55 PM UTC
Often I would love life to just freeze,
only for a moment can it all please stop.
Allow me to breathe in this warm breeze,
Let me soak in the light and let it fill me.
But the sun won't stay in the sky forever,
no it will ever so slowly begin to drop.
And all the clarity will surely sever,
the hope I managed shall quickly flee.
So I'll feel this peace in all of its glory
before everything gets rather gory.
Jun 21, 2020
Jun 21, 2020 at 10:21 PM UTC
What an unfaithful little liar,
why couldn't you just love pure.
All you caused was this fire
that we had to fight and endure.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 1:06 AM UTC
When up is down,
left twists into right
Green burns brown,
day becomes night.
I'm walking on the ceiling
confused by everything.
Feeling that I am unfeeling
as I don't know anything.
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 9:08 PM UTC
Levels that went unchecked,
were left to harshly fluctuate.
You say It's just all chemicals,
and that I'm only very distrait.
I start to feel like a test subject,
as you experiment different pills.
Just trying to fix my chemicals,
so maybe I won't feel these chills.
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 4:22 AM UTC
I slightly opened up to you
but your face of smiles
turned to a face of tears.
That's when I knew that's
all you could ever know,
for the rest surely ****
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 5:20 AM UTC