Which one of us is “I”?
The one who calls you cruel,
fiery darkness, moonless night,
or the one whose eyes cry blood?
He smiles—
“Fallen for the Daughter of the Stars.”
“Of course. Now, I’m blind.”
Which one of us loved you more?
The one who dreamt of being a genie,
turning all your wishes into truth,
or the one who stopped dreaming long ago,
who acts arrogant, yet remains chained—
a slave to an absent-minded muse.
Which one of us forgot you?
The one who sees you every night—
not dreams; nightmares keep him alive.
Or the fool who screams, “Go somewhere else!”
then runs, searching for a crossroads
every night, begging for a pair of eyes.
Those fools can’t even remember
your temper, your echoed ghostly smile.
So every night, they shed tears.
You took away what they needed,
The first sin– took away their pride.
They both pray, even to the fallen,
the evil one who only loved God.
They offer their empty souls.
They even call him “my lord.”
“One last time, as a fellow fallen one,
grant me my wish, just one last time.
Give me my vision; let me be blinded.
Let my eyes be burnt by her sight.”
Which one of us despises you more?
The one who prays every day
to see those ocean-weary eyes cry,
or the one who wishes to see you smile,
who wants you to enjoy happiness—
a wonderful, lifeless life.
Which one of us did you truly leave?
The fool who burned his eyes
for a glimpse of your love?
He dreams of a wasteland
with a small temple
to serve the Queen,
the Goddess, the siren
who walks on earth,
or the one who always knew
you would leave,
so he hid his—no, your—world,
prepared every day, and smiled,
walked on a few broken glasses,
won—but at what cost?
What’s left of him?
He lost everything, even his mind.
Which one’s love would you have returned?
The one who loved you more—but how?
Or the one who would have loved you less?
How could he love you less?
He would have, if he could have—but how?
The “YOU” was there. So please tell me how?
1h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 4:44 PM UTC
Oh baby, oh baby,
Don't be so mean.
Don't laugh at my heart,
Don't **** my little dreams.
Oh baby, my baby,
Please don't leave.
I lost my mind – baby,
How cruel you have been.
Oh baby, see baby,
I've been really selfish.
I beg baby, please baby
Make a mistake for once
Baby, choose a fool like me.
Oh baby, cute baby,
You are too **** smart
Yet baby, foolish baby,
You don't know the queen
Who rules my broken heart
Oh baby, look baby,
What do you see?
Oh baby, hold baby,
What do you feel?
Oh baby, my baby,
How blind can you be
Oh baby, blind baby
My love, you can't see.
Oh baby, my baby,
How cold can you be
Oh baby, cold baby
My tears, you can't feel.
Oh baby, my baby,
How can I ever win?
My baby, cruelest baby,
Likes only tough ones
Never a loser, like me.
Sugar,baby,honey - lady
Please don't meet him.
Oh baby, my nice lady
For once, don't be smart
Be a fool, please fall for me.
Please baby, please baby,
Get mad at me.
Oh baby, scream baby,
Show me, you get angry.
I beg baby, please baby,
Why don't you shout at me?
Oh baby, please baby,
Just feel something—
Anything Baby—
Anything about me.
1d ago
Jun 2, 2026 at 6:51 AM UTC
A glimpse of you,
So beautiful.
My heart races—
I turn into a fool.
A Goodbye from you,
Apollo weeps too.
Why are you
So beautiful?
Those sad eyes
In your mirror
Mirror my breaking, too.
A glimpse of you,
My midnight turns blue.
A Goodbye from you,
Himeros mourns anew.
Why are you
So beautiful?
Your voice I hear,
Sirens seem crude.
A glimpse of you
Turns lies into truth.
A Goodbye from you,
The sun burns softly too.
Why must you
Be so beautiful?
Why must you
Be so beautiful?
Why must you
Be so beautiful?
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 4:01 PM UTC
An angel haunts me in my sleep.
She weaves her threads of hope,
And binds me to my dreams.
I wake to find her by my side.
I drown within her eyes
And reach for her—
A mirage.
Still, she keeps me fast asleep.
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 4:06 PM UTC
My love never would have worked
You are a citizen of a thriving city;
I wander ancient ruins, a lost historian.
My love never would have worked
You are a doorway to divine light;
I am the serpent cast out to be burned.
My love never would have worked
You are the dream of an innocent child;
I am a corrupt soul’s final breath on earth.
I wish my love could have worked
You were the journey, and I was the road;
We smiled together while travelers passed.
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 8:59 AM UTC
Are you the one I still love?
Can't be. It's been too long.
Back then, we were still young.
Now, you are an unknown guest
in the theater of my thoughts.
I wish, in your wildest dreams,
as a painter I could come
to capture there your fairy form—
an unknown soul that I still love.
My Eden, is it too much that I ask?
I give you every dawn of my life,
restless and dreaming nights.
In return, let me simply say:
I know her—
a soul I will always love.
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 5:00 PM UTC
তোরে ছাড়া মরে যাবো।
মরে আমি সগ্যে যাবো।
সগ্যে আমি সুখ না পেয়ে
আবার এসে ভূত হবো।
ভূত হয়ে তোর সামনে বসে
তোর হাসিতে মাতাল হবো।
নেশার ঘোরে অন্ধ আমি,
তোর চোখের মাঝে আলো পাবো।
তোর চোখেতে দুর্ভাগা আমি
আমায় আবার খুঁজে পাবো।
ভূত হয়ে তোর সামনে বসে,
তোকে দেখে আমার সগ্য পাবো।
Translation:
Without you, I will die.
After dying, I’ll go to heaven.
But finding no happiness there,
I’ll return again as a ghost.
As a ghost, I’ll sit before you,
And be intoxicated by your smile.
Lost in a trance, blind with longing,
I’ll find light within your eyes.
In your eyes, unlucky me
Will find myself once again.
As a ghost, sitting before you,
Just seeing you will be my heaven.
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 11:41 AM UTC
Someday it'll be a decade—
Next it will be two.
One day I will forget;
Today... I just miss you.
Someday you'll decay—
Someday I'll too.
Today let me write
A sad song—just for you.
Someday I might find
Words to describe you...
Today let me dream a world:
Only me, you, you and you.
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 11:23 AM UTC
I wish you go away,
I wish you stay.
I wish you disappear,
then find your way back to me.
I wish you break,
I wish you heal.
I wish you burn,
I wish you feel.
I wish you happiness,
I wish you tears.
I wish you everything
I couldn’t be for you.
In the end,
I just wish you—
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 10:35 AM UTC
When you ask me to speak my mind
I walk away—you think I’m shy
Or maybe I have too much to hide
Where is page one? I cannot find
I’ve left myself; I’m already gone
In searching for me, my joy got lost
Sadness too—I don’t even feel bad
I lie. I do hide—how empty I am
I know I can’t hide—you’re not blind
So I choose a word, both truth and lie
When you ask me to speak my mind
My mind says—whatever. Just say “fine.”
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 4:26 PM UTC