You didn’t give me a reason to write, you sat your words in my lap and I had no choice but to rearrange them.
May 15, 2021
May 15, 2021 at 6:13 PM UTC
I didn’t even know I had the capacity to harm
I was always The one who was hurt
The one who would come to your aid whenever you were hurt
But now I’ve become the monster I’d never hoped to meet
Who am I now that I am not the harmed
May 15, 2021
May 15, 2021 at 3:34 AM UTC
I apply my love with water and a sponge but like a small child you rub and pick and poke and **** until it’s gone
I have endless tattoos and one day when your older I’ll give you one in ink
May 11, 2021
May 11, 2021 at 4:13 AM UTC
My life has become a series of tests,
How long can I go with the ache in my stomach
How long can I push through my social burnout
How many days can I sleep without a pillow
How long can I go without texting you
And I find ways to fail them all
May 11, 2021
May 11, 2021 at 3:32 AM UTC
I fill your pockets with rocks
To way you down?
To keep you from outgrowing me.
May 11, 2021
May 11, 2021 at 1:36 AM UTC
People always say “love wins”
But if that were true
God if that were true
The things the world could see us do
May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 3:52 AM UTC
The clocks are always ticking
Something I never found annoying
Until I realized that with every tik I had one less second with you
May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 3:47 AM UTC
Jeans used to make me nauseous
Plant pots make me shake
A hairbrush could make me crumble
But your lips may be the only thing without flaw
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 11:18 PM UTC
Holding you is like holding the sun
Your warmth is overwhelming
But all I want is to sink in
To stay a while
Even if a while is a minute or two
Mar 19, 2021
Mar 19, 2021 at 3:37 AM UTC
Thoughts are swimming
Mostly sinking
Trying to grasp at broken rope
I can't breathe
I can't see
And this time I don't want to be brought back to shore
Id rather feel nothing than this endless something
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 1:39 AM UTC