I
am
invisible
to the invisible.
I search the crowd for a pair of wondering eyes
Hoping to make eye contact for a split second
Hoping
I still mean
a speck of something
I
am
everything
then I am nothing.
I can be on top of the world
But as soon as you pass without acknowledgment
Barren
is what my
emotions become
I
am
shoving
my emotions to the side
you mean nothing to me anymore
but you did mean something
we did have something
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 10:53 AM UTC
Friday the 13th isn't a nightmare in just horror movies anymore. The real monsters and villains are living among us. They can look like "normal people" because they are "normal" people. Every day is a nightmare for so many people, and now adding this newer terrorism to the mix is making a more twisted plot. We never know when the ****** scene will come, and we never know when the resolution will be here either. All we can do is hope that there is a resolution, and not a cliff hanger.
Nov 13, 2015
Nov 13, 2015 at 11:15 PM UTC
i found a man
i can't write of him
he has done me no wrong
i can't be sad by him
a part of me adores that
another feels equally lost
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 6:50 PM UTC
Don't you just feel like a god?
when you walk as if she was nothing
a tad speck if love was a lie to you
you decided to use the word loosely
got to her heart from a slithering tongue
letting demons ignite you crawled in the dark
love or lust, she feels one and you feel the other
leaving her with words of hopefulness
caring about nothing but egos
her in her contentness asleep
creeping out the door with ease
its's clear you've done this before
she cries when she wakes up and sees
the man who said he loved her
gone as if just a dream
how does he feel?
he feels like a god.
lucifer felt the same
and he was beautiful
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 6:46 PM UTC
i will never forget the screams
that night
i will never stop playing that scene
over in my head
i will never feel as if i am quite
alright
i will never see her graceful clumsyness
ever again
i will never stop battling in my head
putting up a fight
i will never forgive the ignorance that
stole her
i will never be able to once again be of
true blithe
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
it's quite funy, isn't it?
how you can find yourself
in the arms of a devil.
misusing, abusing
you and you still fell
right for them
thinking they were angels
so many times before
you find an
innocent love.
that you find a love
that has been untanted
someone fresh and crisp
that loves you even if your
heart has been tainted.
this love is what i
now am blithe for
to see the bright eyes
looking at me with
admiration and endearment.
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
Momma always said never to stare at the sun
she never said what to do when it’s inside someone
growing up I always looked forward to staring
long drives, to see the family, always trailing
Right on the tail of the sun
Without it I don’t know what I would’ve done
a world in darkness? How could that be?
That would be a life lived miserably
Daddy always said never to stare at the sun
But without, I don’t know what I would’ve done
growing up the sun was always so beautiful
how could someone not stare? Oh lovely sol
Always letting people bask in the warmth
How will we move forth?
The world will say not to stare at the sun
But the ones with it always has the most fun
in summer, she shines brighter than ever
To be like that, one can only endeavor
The world may never be the same without
but the sun wouldn’t want us to live in doubt
Full of love and full of life
we will be at strife
the only thing is we never said goodbye
We will ask why
we will cry
But the love will never subside
The sun is now where she was meant for
In the sky, bringing warmth to the earth floor
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 11:23 AM UTC
I'm just trying to breath
a simple inhale and release
its my lungs, they crave it
that air, and i need to appease
but then there's you
you're something in the way
keep clouding my lungs
but i ask you to stay
you calm me
but **** me with every breath
always keeping you near
our love is nothing short of death
you are laced with nicotine
it wraps its claws around me
never allowing me to leave
not letting me be who i want to be
you are like a cigarette
i feel lifeless without you, almost hollow
but with you i'm filled, granted its with tar
i'm still lifeless with you too
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 8:18 AM UTC
Smile.
Laugh for them.
You're the happy friend.
The one they look to for comfort.
Did it ever occur to them that you need that too?
Smile.
Laugh for them.
You're a mess, control yourself.
The one who does it all wrong.
Did it ever occur to them that you end up failing?
Smile.
Laugh for them.
You can't show them that it bottles up.
That you break down.
Did it ever occur to them that you want to give up?
Smile.
Laugh for them.
You're just a facade, keep it covered.
The fact that you cry, is something you hide.
Did it ever occur to them that you try so hard?
But it doesn't work.
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 11:16 PM UTC
aching, tired, weary.
Pain?
Me?
Why ever me? My pain shrinks.
Never, oh never would that happen.
At least that's what everyone else thinks.
I cover my feelings with a mask of happiness.
Trying to hide,
Trying to shield myself from deadliness
Of my heart.
I sit here thinking, wondering, I feel,
I feel dumbstruck.
Like Alice, curious, wondering,
Wondering what's going on in this wonderland of emotions.
I feel stuck.
I don't even know who I am,
Myself!
But apparently everyone else does.
At least that's what everyone else thinks.
Me.
Me.
Me, myself, and I.
Am I the one or am I three?
No one will ever know.
Well, maybe,
Just maybe,
Everyone else will.
Remember I'm happy!
Happy.
Happy?
Am I really?
At least that's what everyone else thinks.
Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC