It happened
And happened some more
Until the blood started to pour
And my weak body fell to the floor
I felt sad down to the core
About these silver scars I wore
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 1:40 PM UTC
You are the tea after a cold night
My frostbitten hands hold you with unbearable strength
I don't want to lose your warmth
I don't want to lose you
And i can make this a soppy poem
But I cant find the words to tell you how much you mean to me
So I'll just say three little words
I
Love
You
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 2:48 PM UTC
I wake up feeling blue
While my arms are covered in red
Drink cold tea like it's hot
And feasting on crackers like it's steak
I take my blade like it's a butterknife
And slice my skin like it is bread
Tie a noose like it's a scarf
Take the step like it's to heaven
But i fall down like I'm going to hell
Feb 23, 2020
Feb 23, 2020 at 8:01 AM UTC
I am the one with the big eyes
I am the one who's always standing tall
I am the one with scars on her arms
I am the one who bites cheeks when being anxious
I am the one who wiggles her toes when waking up
I am the one who's always trying to help friends
I am the one with freckles
I am the one who drinks an oddly amount of tea
I am the one who tattoos herself with a cheap tattookit from the internet
I am the one who cries when seeing old people
I am the one who can't walk without thinking about every step
I am the one who likes to go to vintage stores to fantasize about the people who used to wear the clothes
I am the one who likes her book the old fashioned way, just paper
I am the one who's always cold
I am the one surrounded with art
I am the one in most things
But am I the one for you?
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
Hi
I am Anne
I am a girl
I am 18 years old
I am really depressed
But... I also am..
The girl with hair that constantly changes
The girl with scars on her arms and wounds on her heart
The girl with her own will
The girl who never takes a single thing for granted
The girl who used to starve herself
The girl with thoughts darker than the night
The girl with so much love to give
I am a lot
But the only thing that matters
Is what I am to you
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 10:59 AM UTC
And then you told me
What i hoped you wouldn't tell me
I know the exact words weren't a goodbye
But it left a sour aftertaste in my mouth
I see a future with you in it
And you see a future without me
Trust me i know
I've been with enough people to know
I love you so much
I wish i could tell you how much this breaks my heart
I love you
Please stay
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 2:54 PM UTC
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I need to die
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 12:30 PM UTC
I feel like no one likes me
And i feel like they don't give a single care
I feel like they are behind me
And i feel like no one's there
I feel like im too big of a size
And i feel like im nothing at all
I feel like they've been telling lies
And i feel like im gonna fall
I feel like I'm separated from the rest
And i feel like im not me
I'm truly trying my best
But right now it's just really hard to be
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 11:34 AM UTC