---- eyes and the way ---- looked at me
Maybe it's in my head so for that I blame me
I look at ---- gazing waiting to say anything
Adrenaline rushing through my body maybe that's a sign for something
A slight touch of hand makes my heart drop to floor
Is it bad that I really want more
God I'm dying here
Because without any doubt or fear
I would leave anyone for ---- even if they are near
As much as I Wana hug ---- and kiss ---- right now
I can't come close cuz I feel like I made a vow
To someone who is not more then a friend
But between us two
And as much as I Wana make ---- mine
It might ruin things between the rest of the crew
An amazing chance of love might pass me by
Without me being able to do anything but to say bye
I guess my only choice is to try to forget and ignore
To protect my friend from finding out about this and more .
Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 11:27 AM UTC
A crush ---- was when I was in need
I honestly thought ---- was a friend indeed
I held on to ---- so strongly that I started to bleed
Drops of pain confusion and Jealousy I don't know what it is
My mind spins around it self trying to think and it says in between the lines read
Pain and jealousy what could that be
Have I Fallen for someone who won't even look at me
I take out a pen and paper and start drawing trees
In between those trees I draw a small seed
So think mind think
between all those beautiful trees why would someone look at that seed
My mind screams for a wake up call
get over this get over this
And everything starts to fall
A close friend was gone
New friends came along and everyone moved on
I thought it was just a Phase but I was wrong
I don't know what it is but I can't go on
I tried to show it I tried to tell ---- but nothing is working out and I'm tired of feeling down
I convince myself that maybe it's for the best and I should move on
But my feelings won't change and it's stuck like a song
Maybe telling ---- and getting rejected would make it all fade and I can move on
And every time I see ---- the world would stop flipping upside down
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 2:37 AM UTC
Sometimes we forget the feeling of being free when we twirl with open hands .
When all we think about is wether we are gonna get dizzy or not .
Sometimes we forget the feeling of being tall when we wear shoes .
When all we think about is when are we gonna get out of them .
Sometime we get mad that we have nothing to wear .
Though if we just take a second longer to look we would find plenty .
Sometimes we let our actions get the best of us .
But deep inside me and u know that we are better then this .
Sometimes we smile to a stranger for no reason .
Without us knowing that we made someone's day .
You know !
It's those little things that matter . Things we forget , things we get mad at , things we don't even care about.
It's the little things that have an effect in this world .
so don't ever think that you are not big enough to change it .
We can all change it by doing one small thing at a time .
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 4:24 PM UTC
I'm trying , believe me Iam
I tried to share
I tried to care
I can't help but stare
Into those eyes of yours
I feel
Rejection written on them
With steel
Help me here
I feel alone on this side
You left me here and I died
I don't expect anything in return
But my heart is
Hurting
Breaking
As it put all his love and care to you
And he got nothing in return
He said okay at first
But then he thought maybe
Done blame me
You don't even want him near you
You don't even want him to care about you
It's okay , but don't leave me hanging
Confront is what I'm waiting for
Either I leave you alone
Either you come on this side and I can be alive again
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 6:55 PM UTC
Sometimes in life things don't go the way we want it to
There are bumps and wholes that block you
Sometime you make mistakes
Sometimes you wish you can go back and fix it
But
Sometimes you don't want to fix it
Sometimes what you did makes you more comfortable
Things happen for a reason
I hear that quote every season
It's right you know !!
the best thing to do is move on so
You get to live life and enjoy it
Don't care about the people who are passing by u
Cuz if you meet me I'm not the person you'd want around you
So to anyone that knows me
If I ever hurt you just know that it wasn't my intention to do that unless it's best for you
So I just think it's best if you let me go
Feb 23, 2014
Feb 23, 2014 at 6:48 AM UTC
I was upset and I was crying
I told her about my feelings and that I'm sighing
She talked to me to understand what's wrong
She knows me well so she told me about a song
I felt like an old light bulb that's out of electricity
She got me up on my feet again by simplicity
To me she is like a hat
She keeps my brain from falling apart
Thank god I have an unbelievable sis
Whose a huge part of my daily bases
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC
i told you i'd do anything for you
i told you that no matter what I'm there for you
doing what makes you happy is my main priority
looking out for you and worrying is my responsibility
i do this because i want to not because i have to
but today you told me you'll make it up for me
wait i think you got the wrong side of me
don't ever think that i want something in return
I'm just checking up on you out of concern
so i hope i made your day or at least half of it
because no matter what ! you are always worth it
Dec 26, 2013
Dec 26, 2013 at 5:20 PM UTC
I know I need you close
But today I need you closer
I know that I like you
But today I want to love you
Sometimes being alone is hard
maybe you should try to let down your guard
Why are we afraid to love
Maybe we need a little shove
So that we can see the light
And try to open up tonight
So love me or hate me I don't care
As long as what you do is fair
Don't let the tough looks fool you
My elegance will move you
So you , yes you !!!
Don't be afraid
Just give love a chance and your sorrows will fade ...
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 2:14 PM UTC
i miss us and the way we used to be
u used to come everyday and put a smile on my face
u used to call and check up on me in any place
but now
the calls and chats have ended
somehow i feel like I'm suspended
you were and u still are my other half
loving u and caring about u is still the same
i don't know what happened between us
i just wish i can go back to the old us
i know its not good to look back and wonder
so ill try to look forward and not surrender
i really loved what we were
we were happy, fun , full of energy and free
so i do believe that someday
we'll go back to the way we used to be
Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
I saw the good in you and that made me happy
I saw a light that ignites when I see you
I saw the excitement in your face when I talk to you
I saw that smile that hides all of your sorrow
And now that I'm closer
I feel your pain
Now that that I'm here
I feel it in my vanes
I hate seeing you sad
So please try to understand
I do this because I care
Not because I'm mad
You have opened up this door that I haven't seen before
is it normal that I wana know more
That side is attracting me to come
Hold me tight cuz I don't wana go there
I'm feeling scared that's it's pulling me there
I won't do that cuz I know who I am
And to me that side is just a passing spam
Hopefully that door will close soon
And I'll be free
So go to hell dark side I'm not coming today
Cuz I'm better then this so bye bye forever
Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 5:10 PM UTC