But that’s how they do it, you know?
He gives you all this love and attention, feeds you with hugs and kisses,
makes you feel like there is no other man who could possibly love you more
than him.
Till you give him everything you have,
Everything you own,
Everything you are.
Then he takes advantage of you.
He uses you.
Cause he knows you can’t leave.
You pour your heart into his hands
And in the end,
he just lets it slip away like sand
between his fingers.
He doesn’t care about you, silly girl.
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 11:05 AM UTC
Words are
Nothing more
Than empty air
Flowing in the wind
From mouth to ear.
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 3:40 PM UTC
I said I love you
And believe me,
Those words were true.
Baby, I saw rainbows in your eyes.
But why is everything now so blue?
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 4:01 PM UTC
The day you hurt me
Was the day I realised
Life wasn’t all flowers and sunshine.
It wasn’t only the day
I learned how to hurt,
But how to live with the hurt,
And I thank you for it.
For making me the strong woman
I am today.
For making me,
Me.
Because of you
I am able to tell my self
That I deserve more.
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 1:40 PM UTC
And even though they told us
We wouldn’t survive,
My heart was beating too loud
To hear their lies.
For you see,
we’re soulmates after all,
Both you and I.
Oct 28, 2017
Oct 28, 2017 at 10:13 PM UTC
I now know why you left me.
You like to be in control,
But you realised
My flames could not be tamed.
I was a fiery soul,
A force to be reckoned with
And you couldn’t handle me.
Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 7:17 AM UTC
If you feel like
You can’t live another day
Cause the path you’re walking
Has faded to grey,
I will leave you a light on
To help guide your way.
But if the light starts to fade again
And you’re stuck wondering
“Is this the end?”
I’ll call out your name
And grab you by the hand
As we walk through the darkness
into neverland.
Believe me my friend,
This isn’t the end
And I will stay by your side
Until your light shines bright again.
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 8:07 AM UTC
Today I laid in bed a total of 7 more minutes than I should have
before rushing to get ready for work.
I let that sinking feeling pull me under.
Drowning in my own bed,
No thoughts actually running through my head,
Just a mind numbing realisation that I’ll have to get up at some point.
But I just laid there.
No emotion on my face.
Eyes glued to the ceiling
Blinking every 4 seconds,
Before letting out a long sigh
as if my soul had been sent back to me.
Then i caried on with the day as normal.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 10:42 AM UTC
I covered my wall with old photos
So that when I lay alone at night
I’m not
So
Alone.
Thinking it would fill
That empty void in my heart.
That black hole.
But rather,
It just added more fuel to the flames.
That burning desire
To not
Be
Alone.
But I can’t help it.
Loneliness comes naturally to me.
As If it were in my DNA.
My veins.
I separate myself from everyone else.
The only friends I have now
Are the face of those plastered on my wall.
The greatest joke of them all;
As if I could fool myself into thinking
That those faces could comfort this lonely soul.
Sep 23, 2017
Sep 23, 2017 at 9:19 PM UTC
As far as the eyes can see,
there is nothing wrong with me.
They cannot see my broken heart,
or my wounded soul.
They cannot see this little girl
lost inside her own home.
- Stranger in this human shell
Sep 22, 2017
Sep 22, 2017 at 6:26 AM UTC