I had a dream that my head was rotting. Friends I never spoke to sat idly by, detecting no abnormality. They smoked cigarettes a top their car, waiting for something to pull back the curtains of the night sky. My breathe went stale and the ground shook. I began to choke. overhead something watched us... and then I woke up. A sacrifice.
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 12:57 PM UTC
Sinking, sinking into – thought loops, swaying back and forth and falling out of tune.
Thinking back to, when I found you, drifting out to space and losing altitude.
Faintly fading – faster – farther each year, though I still remember when you used to be here.
Wondering what would happen if I screamed.
Out of key, you lost yourself, in your dreams.
off beat.
****
Offbeat, lost rhythm, you’re not fine.
Repeat, retreat – into your dying mind.
Asleep – not waking up this time.
Distanced Human, disillusioned to no end.
Distanced Human, I will always call you “friend”
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 5:02 AM UTC
Are these emotions misplaced?
Has it been present all along?
I wish we could find out
Maybe we will
Just not together
Jun 16, 2019
Jun 16, 2019 at 3:28 PM UTC
Another night of nosebleeds
Yet another way to fiend
Is it it a lost cause to find
A way
Am I lost cause?
Please find a way
To make
Things get better
When I’m unaware
3 hours of nothing
Wide awake and aching
Jun 12, 2019
Jun 12, 2019 at 2:36 AM UTC
When I go will you even miss me?
Missed calls
Missed opportunities
To grow
Together
But it’s no longer my problem
Is it?
I’ve done everything I can
Maybe one day we’ll find each other again
But for now
It’s best
I find my way out
And pursue someone that has the time
To grow with me
The way I tried
With you
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 5:26 AM UTC
We used to be mates
now we’re cell mates
This house is just a place we sleep
This bed is just another place we read
A Prison
Pending release
You used to be so sentimental
I would sing your words with jealousy
But that’s on me
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 8:33 AM UTC
Bury me among the evergreens
Fog rolling over the hills
Smoldering from my body
As the cascades separate us
This heart still beats for you
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 12:13 AM UTC
I wanna be the one you drunk text first when you’re out of beer at 3am at some ****** house party in the city
I wanna be your drunk text romance
Textualize me
Dec 28, 2018
Dec 28, 2018 at 3:37 AM UTC