I see things differently
That's OK
I can offened with my words
This I don't like
So I started again
Rewind freeze frame
Looked at myself
God that was hard
Sometimes my words breake down
They decay .
My mouth walks before my brain
This is why I write
This is where I can explain
I see things differently.
I'm OK.
Every human never stops learning
Good or bad
Good for me.
I'm still growing learning everyday
Now I can play with my thoughts
Daydream all day
Fly away with the fairy's
That flood my brain.
Not quite like that
You no what i mean
I can try
Explain
I'm feeling good today
To be honest it's nearly good
Everyday.
I see some things differently
That's OK.
I'm growing into a person whose handles her
decay.
I'm not displaying
Every ****** day
I'm growing
I'm learning
I'm listening
I'm interested it what you have to say
Be nice
Be kind
Help someone today.
As tomorrow you could be the person
Who just sees decay.
Dec 22, 2020
Dec 22, 2020 at 9:50 AM UTC
I feel poisoned bye my own thoughts
I've ****** all the light all the soul out of the me, excused myself, set free
I don't care to see
I've been dried out and used and abused some I liked, some I fight
No fight left no light to see
I'm just left empty
I don't want to see
To talk small talk
To talk at all
So bored of people
So bored of me.
I'm just empty
Weaker
Abother version of me.
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 4:23 PM UTC
I have a name is that me
I have brown hair is that me
I Excist in a space
Is that me
I talk I walk I work
I pretend
I act like I no me
Is that me
I show people a certain me
Is that me
Do I hide
Am I here
What is you what am I
What's my favorite colour
Do I matter
Dose anything matter
We all need to see
Whats me?
Dec 2, 2019
Dec 2, 2019 at 12:05 PM UTC
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what u say
Who I am
Where I've been
It means nothing
We all come to a end
I see clearly now
I am just a beat
Just a name
A number
I feel free
Don't expect anything from me
I am no one
I am nothingness
I'm not lost
The world is
It all comes to the end
Memory's
Life
My name
I'm Natasha mckay
But
we all energy
That will rejoin
Energy
The end
I'm not scared
I'm not dead
I'm just seeing
Like a new born child
I mean nothing
I am nothing.
But energy.
I see everything.
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 5:27 PM UTC
I wish I was the light that shines through the trees
I wish I was the cool winter breeze
I wish I was the strength of the thundering seas
I wish I could see me
Like
Me
I wish I was the butterfly
flying free
Happily
I wish I was as strong as the big oak Tree
I wish I was my mum
But I'm not
I'm ****** me
Rip my chains off
set me free
Let me be the big strong tree
Or be this tiny seed
So weak
Let me be the light through the dark trees
The latern to help me see
To help other see
How to be free.
Free of thoughts
Free
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 8:51 PM UTC