I have never been loved
Or maybe i have, i just need to be reminded
Maybe the bad overpowered the good and now my heart has been numbed.
Leaving love to be something i once upon a time desired.
Mar 17, 2021
Mar 17, 2021 at 9:01 AM UTC
To be loved when its not convinient
To be loved for the hand gestures made when i talk about the netflix show i just got into
To be loved for the way i part my hair
To be loved for making a joke with the waiter
To be loved for taking the long route to get you a coffee
To be loved for being vulnerable
Oh to be loved for the smallest things and the big ones blindly.
Feb 7, 2021
Feb 7, 2021 at 12:34 PM UTC
Caramel highlights, prettier under the sunlight
Roots grown, dark and discrete
Wipe off the wisps haphazard
Pools of golden brown disappear
Glossy black steals the show
Tangled curls on the floor
Matted up, scarlet seeping through
Light coruscated and it was true
Caramel highlights, prettier under the flashlight
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 10:54 AM UTC
Guilt makes life feel worthless
Worthless when it comes from hatred
Hatred towards the ones you love
Love so hard, that you need validation
Validation that they feel the same way
Way too many thoughts
Thoughts that they may feel otherwise
Otherwise, like wanting to end things
Things that i want to end too, sometimes
Sometimes i hate everyone
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 10:24 AM UTC
A dream, a crave, a love engraved
A desire, a fire, a vision so dazed
Every thought, so fleeting, only this held tight
Every tear, such failure, for this i fight
Such pain, still settling, that road was rough
Such anger, ****** up, passion is never enough
Aug 18, 2020
Aug 18, 2020 at 11:53 AM UTC
I love when the lights are low
A visual representation of whispers
Jun 19, 2020
Jun 19, 2020 at 12:46 PM UTC
Somehow everyone has a mental illness
When did a disease become a trend?
It feels like we are in a storybook
The boy who cried wolf
Where everyone cries out for help
But those whose pleas meant something were left unheard
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 3:07 AM UTC
Tough luck love, he shrugged
Luck was indeed tough
How could it be written in the stars that life had to end this way
Many things would have gone wrong,right?
For someone to feel life is so worthless
To choose feeling air getting choked out of them
over breathing another day
Tough luck love, he said
Luck was indeed tough
But if it meant he would stay one more day, i would have forced the stars to change
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 9:28 AM UTC
I have vivid dreams nowadays
Maybe you can relate
Is it the quarantine?The lack of activity
Sending my mind into a frenzy
Or is it the time
Time to analyse every moment of my life
Realising how happy or scary it could be
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 10:42 AM UTC
You stood across from me, meters away
Yet i could see your eyes follow me
There was no doubt
I smiled to myself
Who doesnt like attention?
Someone else would have done something impressive
But i stayed, crossing my legs
It doesnt matter to you
There was no doubt
Somehow i have captured your attention
Maybe you saw something in me i couldnt
I would want to know
I would like to see it for myself
Somehow, when it come to me i had a doubt
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 10:59 AM UTC