Im stronger then any drywall
But scared of every mirror
My heart is made of glass
Broken
Cracked
doctor tells me I got high blood pressure
It runs in the family
That temper
The walls with holes in them
The women screaming
The drinks thrown
The chest pain
The feeling that something is always wrong
I don't want to be my father
Or my uncle
I don't want to be the blood that runs thru my veins
I wanna be that ****** who keeps looking back at me thru the mirror
I wanna be That smile that I can't wipe off his face
5h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 9:00 PM UTC
I hope I never see you again
But I look for you every where I go
I am
the lizard in the glue trap
the stale fluoresce light
the cold folding chair
the coffee always ***** at AA meetings
we meet every Wednesday on the 2nd floor
your apartment was on the 2nd floor
your neighbor had a dog that would never shut up
but I think we made enough noise to pay her back
I'm two days away from that one month chip
the laptop Im writing this on has a Budweiser sticker on the back of it
I cant go to the gas station without thinking about you
I get sick every time I see the moon
because I know it'll be another night alone
but to tell the truth
the ************ of it is
I don't know if its you
or just the *****
I miss
5h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:58 PM UTC
I want to plant flowers with you
But not until ive pulled all the weeds from my garden
I want to be the wrought iron trellis
Strong enough to hold all your beauty
I want to be the soil
Kind enough to grow your roots
I want to be the lady bug that keeps all the aphids off of you
I want to plant tomatoes and lavender and a bunch of little seeds
but not until I get rid of all the briars inside of me
The last thing I want to do is steal your sunshine
The only thing I wanna do is see you grow
5h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:55 PM UTC
I filled my pockets with black berries
And my arms with junk that summer
I miss sleepy chris
And amanda with all the bracelets
Tattoo of a pentagram
Eyes black like obsidian
…you know maybe it was a good thing we got separated from them
Its hard to play craps with people who don't shoot the ****
And when the **** has been shot its best not to gamble on who your hangin with
Colorado will be a new start
No drama
Just nature and machine
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:47 PM UTC
Quixotic Attempts
at destroying melancholic ideas
love is finite
I wish tomorrow the world would end
simply so we could love without reason
intoxicating when left without consequence
love as blind as justice
wrong but beautiful
a cascading moment of ecstasy
let the world outside fall apart
Memories of sacred fire
Bottles full of holy ash
let Death sing to an empty choir
let love not be a Forgotten mass
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:44 PM UTC
Whenever she stays over
She leaves scribbles in the shower
I leave scribbles in my notebook
Whenever I think about her
I feel scribbles
In my heart
In my stomach
in my brain
Whenever I think about the girl
That leaves scribbles in my drain
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:41 PM UTC
I use to date a girl with seagulls in her apartment
We'd make puddles on the couch
And she had this uncanny ability to tell
when the weather channel was lying
I was never good at lying
But I went to college for stretching the truth
At night when the seagulls went to bed
Her cat and I would drink coffee and tell stories
never stopping to question if they were true
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:38 PM UTC
3:30 yellow jacket
*** with a fax machine
What use to be anticipation quickly soured to loathing
My liver is shriveled like a California raisin
However I doubt it does much singing
But if it did
I bet it would sound a lot like Tom waits
and I mean good tom waits
not that later years experimental ********
Mornings are often hazy
When the milk of last night's sleeping pills
And the cereal of talk radio mix
The results are nauseating but effective
I woke up just past the grants mill exit
"Damn I'm half way there"
Jesus! Who said that!?
These energy drinks don't hit like they use to
Nothing really hits like it use to
This D.i.y. venue isn't ADA compliant
Which deeply unsettles me
Everything now unsettles me
But hey you know what they say
about getting comfortable
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:34 PM UTC
Birds make snow angels in the sky
Before the flakes have a chance to fall
Icarus is in heaven for his arrogance
I watch the bodies of angels collect on the ground
Everyday is Christmas
A beautiful gift from god
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:32 PM UTC
Tammy wynette
never sang about this
Daddy ***** another woman
while I burn American flags in the kitchen
there's blood on the tv
we have football for supper
the sad thing about being a woman
is turning out just like your mother
killed by men long before we die
I may be many things
but ill never be a wife
6h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 8:30 PM UTC