I feel like I am drowning, but there is no water
I feel like I am falling, but my feet are on the ground
I feel like I am suffocating, but my lungs fill with air
I feel like I am dead, but still my heart beats on
This is what I feel like, now that you are gone
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 12:03 PM UTC
My heart yearns for what's past
its like a dull ache
I tell it not to be silly but it doesn't listen
My head may speak logic
but my heart cannot deny my true feelings
I know I will never get you back
I know that there are no spells
to to wake you from your eternal slumber
but still my heart yearns
Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 12:25 PM UTC
Grief is like a broken mirror
At first you may be smashed to pieces
you may find all the pieces
and glue them back together
however the cracks will still be there
your reflection will never be the same
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
For you suicide offered quick relief
For those of us left behind
nothing but grief
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 1:07 PM UTC
With your eyes you saw deep into my soul
at that point, over me, you had complete control
With your hands you explored me
in anticipation of your touch
you were the lord of me
My ears heard your words of love
and made me let go, all inhibitions of
Your mouth smothered me with tender kisses
Now as my mind wanders, of it often reminisces
With my nose, I smelt your skin
which sent my head into a total spin
When my heart skipped a beat
I knew my love for you was concrete
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC
I don't believe Heaven and Hell
So why I am I talking to you as if I do?
You can't hear me anyway
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 1:33 AM UTC
I just freaked out
What the **** was that all about
You
that's who
My first date since your death
I stood on my doorstep
it took a moment to catch my breath
I wanted to run back inside
to go under my quilt, sob and hide
Guilt plagues me
but my determination aides me
The first step is done
but this was only a dry run
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 12:59 PM UTC
Wake me up before I am done
Wake me up from the nothing I have become
Wake me up before it's too late
Wake me up
Save me from myself
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 5:16 PM UTC
I need to move on
it's time
You were the one for me
you were there for me
we shared our thoughts and dreams
I shared your bed
but now you're dead
I need to move on
I can't sit here any longer
talking to the air
pretending you're there
its simply more than I can bear
knowing you can't hear me
knowing you can't see me
knowing you can't feel me
I feel so hollow inside
too many tears I have cried
I'm lonely
without you here with me
just the four walls for company
I can't do it anymore
your death cut me to the core
this pain I can no longer endure
I will never love anyone else like you
but to find someone new
is what I want to do
It's time to move on
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 3:26 PM UTC
She has a far away look
in her far away eyes
She's a girl that won't stay long
she has the need to always move on
Free spirits you cannot cage
that just embitters them with rage
Let her be
just set her free
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 11:49 AM UTC