You take my breath away
literally
You suffocate me
LET ME ******* BREATH
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 1:09 PM UTC
I only come here now when things seem to be going bad.
Hi, it's been a while.
I didn't think I would be back in this place
I didn't think that I would be feeling this way
It is truely mesmerizing how much i want to make myself believe in something that is not there
It truely is ******* unbelievable how I love to be treated this way
Like the " I know I don't deserve this" girl who always go back to the same sick ****
Hi,
It's me
I know I should've wrote
I'm thinking about being on my own
Again.
I don't feel bad about the idea this time
It would be better than where i am
Im in the middle of a fog
I just need to forward a bit more
I'll be okay
Hi,
It's time I give up on "What will be"
Start believing what is
You know?
It's time
For me
To leave
This behind
It is time
That is what it is
Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 3:09 AM UTC
You should read
The love letters
You sent me
Turns out they're full of lies
Oct 27, 2016
Oct 27, 2016 at 2:25 AM UTC
You broke me into a billion pieces
You threw me
Im broken into a billion pieces
And I can still say that I love you
It will take me a long time to find myself
And probably a lifetime to put myself back together
Even after that I will still love you
I will love you forever
I will love you after all the pain
Because when I said forever
I meant forever
Oct 24, 2016
Oct 24, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC
Its you again
Salty
Warm
Heavy
Transparent
But so significant
My tears
Its back
The hatred
The regrets
The disrespect
You
Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 1:20 AM UTC
I accept that I am my own person
I accept you are yours
I accept I can only influence
Not control
I accept change
I accept experience
I accept what can't be
I accept what I've done
I accept the past the future and the present
I accept that I'll always love unconditionally
I will accept life and how things need to be
Jun 25, 2016
Jun 25, 2016 at 8:18 PM UTC
I've gotten to accept the flaws that reflect upon looking at my own flesh
I've grown immune to feeling self concious
I never do
I find that my crooked nose and funky smile
Are so oddly beautiful in a certain way
My eyes sit deep noticeably dark and hollow
Unproportioned
Unaligned
The wierd scars the dent and jump throughout my skin
I assure you im not full of myself nonetheless feel any uncertainty
Oh but inside of the shell im destined to live in
Is the most important, sacred, strongest thing of all
A soul
Still so beautiful nothing could change my mind not the time nor the age
Or the eyes that will never know the definition of love and beauty
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 1:17 PM UTC
Time
We've made up something absolutely insane
When I come across the word time, it resembles routine.. to me
It does not symbolize dawn, morning, afternoon, evening, night, midnight , twilight
I used to live a life where time was everything
I must finish school at a certain 'time'
I must have independency only for a certain amount of 'time'
I must fall in love after I've become 'successful' which takes 'time'
why
I must go to work and work and work for a loooooonnnnggggggg
'time'
If I don't finish school now,
they say I'll never do it.
because I won't have 'time'
If I have kids now I'll never live life
god ******* ****
what the **** is time
time is a ****** up concept
and I've realized that
I will do things whenever it feels right
because whenever it feels right is the right ******* time to do it
Not when someone with the ignorance to believe In time tells me it's time
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 8:02 PM UTC
..... And if you leave me today I'll have nothing to say but to me it will always be an unfinished happy ending....
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 4:13 AM UTC