But it feels like I'm lying
In reality I'm drying my eyes from so much crying
How can this world be so horrifying
And in my heart fear is occupying
I'm trying
But it's so terrifying
It's time for news that is satisfying
It's time this world started purifying
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 10:14 AM UTC
To you I pray
In this time of decay
So normal days may come someday
To you I pray everyday
For the bad things to go away
But I don't want to disobey
So to you I trust my day to day
And trust that it will all go away
To you I pray.
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 3:50 PM UTC
I was just a kid when i had my first dream
And at the time i had thought it was
a little extreme
I remember waking up screaming
And weeping
And crying out to my ceiling
Not knowing what to do with all this feeling
My Parents ran in worried and scared
And just stood there and stared
And as the lights came on for a moment i was visually impaired
And Acting a bit weird
I jumped into their welcoming hugs
As tears ran down my face in floods
I began storytelling about my religious adventure
And it how it began with strange weather
A Dark, reddish sky
And air that was stale and bone dry
I remember walking by
And seeing a bad guy
Being eaten by worms that were nearby
And seeing that same flesh being grown again
the worm repeatedly eating the same guy
And it sent chills down my back hearing him yell and cry
all i remember is closing my eyes and screaming out for help
And all i heard was random people's yelp
But all i did was watch in terror unable to help
And it went on and on for awhile
Until i started running for what seemed like a mile
That's when i came upon fields of fire
All this is making me go mentally haywire
The world is ending
But it didn't seem like i would be ascending
Yelling upwards into the sky
"I don't want to be left behind"
I awoke then to sound of my self crying
And that's when my first religious adventure
Ended with me surrendering myself to jesus
For he is the only one who will free us
Mar 15, 2020
Mar 15, 2020 at 2:55 PM UTC
God
I surrender to you!
Here on my knees
Screaming,
please oh please
Don't forget about me
God
I know i have sinned
And everything feels like I'm going against the wind
But Please oh please
Don't forget about me
God
I know i have ignored your voice
And at the time that was my choice
But i don't want to be left behind
So please oh please
Don't forget about me
God
I need you more then ever before
And i understand if you chose to not to try anymore
But
Please oh please
Don't forget about me
Please oh please
Don't forget about me
Please don't forget about me
Mar 14, 2020
Mar 14, 2020 at 4:36 PM UTC