FINNPAWZZ
13/Transmasculine/Tex-ass
Hi! I'm Finn! I really like writing poetry, and hope to become a professional poet one day! I may not live that long though. I'm suicidal. Disclaimer: Most of the poems I write are of my life experiences. All of them are real events that happened.
Body dysphoria
Why do I have to live with a big chest?
Why can't I be an animal?
Why was I born this way?
Can I fix it?
Maybe a match, needle, and scissors will do..................
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 4:04 PM UTC
F- for the ***** I don't give
I- I can't feel love or joy
N- Not smart, painkillers in my blood
N- Not your type, I guess........
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 3:58 PM UTC
My friend got suspended
For writing a nasty email
She told him things
And they did it
After school
In his bedroom
And they keep going
What about me?
I'm part of your relationship too
You're dating me
Not him
Why
Why
Why
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 10:48 AM UTC
I fell into a rabbit hole
Meeting the spotted hare
I don’t know whether I should stay
Or go home
Go home to the place I knew
So I cry
Cry as I make a decision
To stay with the rabbit
And never go home
Mar 5, 2025
Mar 5, 2025 at 1:05 PM UTC
Tears fall down my eyes
As I cry
Cry
I want you to come back
Please
Stay longer
But you can't
As your bones are laid out in a heart
A heart to show you loved me
But you don't exist anymore
I've lost the ability to love......
Mar 5, 2025
Mar 5, 2025 at 12:19 PM UTC
Dropped down into divine judgement
With a mark on my hand
They said 'Go to hell'
And so I did
I walked to my ring; Lust
With a smile on my face
Blue skin, with pink and indigo hair
I knew that I wasn't going anywhere
This life of mine has become a cycle
Seeing demon after demon
Just **** it all out
And ***** sinners watching the most professional **** star
Lust is nice and all
But I want a break
Maybe someday, I can go home
To earth
And live a normal life
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 1:03 PM UTC
I wish you loved me
But you said
'I love you more than a friend
But less than a lover'
And I can't help but cry
And scream
And feel alone
And I can't see
Or hear
Or smell
I can only feel
Feel the pain in my chest
As I know you don't like me
And I'll stray away
Away from my home
My family
You
Until you love me
Again
And again
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 9:55 AM UTC
Red is for your lips; shiny, glossy, perfect
Orange is for your laptop; you always carry it around
Yellow is for your highlights; as blonde as the sand dunes in the desert
Green is for your eyes, which sparkle in the moonlight
Blue is for your emotions; broken and fixed at the same time
Violet is for your hair; the most beautiful shade of plum
I love you, Luna <3
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 9:50 AM UTC
Hope can be a beautiful word
Or it can stay silent
Putting us in despair and feeling hopeless
Every single day
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 9:47 AM UTC
I just took a science test
Didn't fail
but at the same time
I didn't pass
Feb 18, 2025
Feb 18, 2025 at 4:20 PM UTC