All pray for sunny rays
But the sunny days have
gone
a--way
lead astray smokey grey just to say
good--bye
Yeah,
I must have blazed a few back in my
Hey--day
But the skies still blue turns a different hue
but only on May--
Days
Well.,
I guess that's the reason why the meaning of life
Or at least for me?
is so
un--substantial even tho some-times we fold
but don't forget___ to line it with hope
Or maybe much so?
that our minds are now frac--
tured
So..
Don't tread on my mi-cro frac--
tions
( As I would often say )
Seeing that mines are both split / in personalities of my current
Reality?
Yo.,
But that's just a very small frac--
shun
in this type of re--
ac-
tion
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 3:00 AM UTC
I've been fighting with temptation in everyday that I'm
faced with
Resetting my mind
all of my hopes and my dreams
onto the re--placement
Of every loss
And the suicidal thoughts of me
Losing / Control
Still engaged in my mind, I'm inclined
while
Maintaining the goal
of walking down that straight and
narrow road of Life
Because I have a date with Destiny in spite of what is ailing me
in-
Sight
While all the while?
Through the dark of night
I'm forced to fight with many
different things,
With no self-esteem trying to figure out
who to believe
And who to trust and on whom
can I call?
Soul is uncontent to balance the fence
Slowly committed to fall
All while seeing the steady fall
Of my many brethrens called
For the same purpose and the work that was meant for us all
But still my soul fell slowly down
De-pression's Well
Totally left to figure out how to
make it out
Wondering how I slipped and fell?
Fallen waist deep
Lost
within the clutches of grief
With seemingly no way of me finding
an answer,
And no way of me holding my Peace
So as a means of release?
I'm now speaking my Peace
Releasing for this reason having the means
of picking up the
Spiritual Pieces
And putting it all back together using it for what it's worth
Visualizing the Holy theme giving birth to revive my hopes and
Dreams
But these dreams are not seen through the eyes of surprise
But only seen through the joyfulness of watching our spirits
Rise
Riiising out of the ashes where the
fearfulness is cruel and savage,
Out of the madness where the hopelessness is the rule of sadness
Escaping the Pain
No longer bond under heavy
Locks and Chains
No more wounds to be healed
No wounds to seal
No bandages with
-Stains-
May 8, 2022
May 8, 2022 at 12:27 AM UTC
As the World
turns
I can hear the world
Yearn
They're unruly and desperately
reck-less
seeking for love on ever-
lasting
terms
But they proceed with no concern
they're unable to discern or
learn
Not heeding the many
warnings and dan-
gers
Unaware of the many
forces that lin-
ger
Now as we stand by idly
as we witness
this cruel state of
Ig-nor-ance
We're losing our
Innocence
instead of making sense
of what's
going on
Unconvinced
of the shapes that are
taking form
We're miss-in-
formed
sowing the seeds to breed the
Devil's
Spawn
Provoking violence within the
mindset
of the spiritually blinded
While letting our
Silence
speak the truth
of the spirits that blind
Us
Reminding us
of where we Fail
A rude awakening
outa the
Spell
Snapping outa the
Trance
of being frozen in a
mea-ning-less
stance
For our only chance to
Survive
Is to thrive in our
circumstance
Moving on in advance
observing Truth
Learning to pro-
gress
As we focus in our aims
to Arrest
these
developments of
Carnality
We're pulling down the
Devil's
Faculty
Exposing Principalities
wherever
they
may
Be
Mar 29, 2022
Mar 29, 2022 at 11:46 PM UTC
Well.,
It's another
mundane assignment
as I feel I'm being trapped
In
In the Asylum
Cause everyday, I feel I'm on an
I -- land
and I'm drift'n
With nothing but consciousness
on my mind
Seeing many visions now
many a times
A thousand times?
Yeah, the feeling is
Time -- less
But then again?
I thought it was just another case
of my mind just being mind -
less
( Smh )
How thoughtless
As I feel I'm getting reacquainted with
the darkness
that's trapped under my Eye -
lids
For all I've ever seen under the skies is
in disguises and nothing but vio -
lence
While still sitting still in the stillness inside
as I sigh
in si -- lence
I'm left with the question of
Who am I?
Undecided but
No Suicide
Cause on the other side of you and I
is nothing but illness and a stag -
Nation
that's..
Still divided and
too stationary
Vision blurry.. in a hurry
But..
No worries
Cause I'm already invested
Battle tested
Here
In my latter - Days
And even though I can't see that
clearly the paths or the plans laid
before me
My plate is empty and my stomach is
rumbling while feeling kinda hungry
which is kinda annoying
But at the same time?
Re- a-ssuring
As the tempters continue to
Tempt me
Dec 10, 2021
Dec 10, 2021 at 3:46 AM UTC
I am
Casting down imaginations
To the pulling down of., strong-holds
Gearing up for the.. long term
But from the outside looking in?
May seem bold
or quite
MAD*
[ Well ]
Just referring to the thoughts
that I have
that are really not that far- off
while dreaming of., REVELATION
No.. fabrication on my part
As I try to separate the Light
from the Dark
with high hopes and
Aspirations
Which is.. a sen-sational sensation of flying high
as I'm being
vated
ele-
Elevelation
High on
Or something like a planned
Evo-lu-tion that is so
True
[while]
Staying true to my elevation in 2020
leading into 2020 one
[while seeing] Dou-ble
Vision
( Although )
Some might try to fix it?
[ Yeah ]
But I would beg to differ
Cause it would take [twice] the listen
Care to listen?
Just to see things
Different
And at the same time?
Shuning the carnal mind's version
of seeing Dou-ble
Vision
May call it [ Twinning ]
Which is.. the true definition
of being Dou-ble
Minded
So.. to combat this?
I would just
never
Mind [It] ( meaning )
There's no rules or
bars of
Confinement
For no 20 or Eye is missing
from my
INTUITION
Raised suspicions?
Well., Just hoping that you will
tread.. carefully
And stay
Centered
As you enter my center of words
and.. penning
As I write the vision
I'll make it plain and simple
No Subliminals
Or either I'll keep it at minimal
While maintaining the
Visuals
As usual
As I keep on gaining in
WISDOM
Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 11:47 AM UTC
I saw
a shining Light
Shining out
into all
Perpetual Darkness
It showed
throughout the darkest
of deep
and into the
deepest of Sleep
where the prevailence
of Evil
Over-shadowed
every soul with
Heaviness
But at that very instance
of light springing forth
that darkness was
Overthrown
and it ruled no more
New life was substained
and the Victory
proclaimed
in the name
of the Son of God
✨Jesus Christ
The Lord✨
For no longer are
our lives
Over-shadowed
by the shadow of
Death or by
the enemy's
Shadow
For we were once
a people who dwelled
in a Cold dark
Region
But at the sight
of that
Great Light
was the begining
of a
Brand new
Season
And it's for this reason
we are privileged
of the Lord
for now is our time
to Shine
And we should count it
an honor by the praises
of our duty
to reap so freely
of his
Joy Divine
Oh Yes
we've been ordained
The Children of
the Light
So let us hold up
our Lights
and take our stand
And let us make it
our goal
to call every
lost soul
for truly the
Kingdom
of our coming Lord
is at hand
Oct 7, 2020
Oct 7, 2020 at 4:19 AM UTC
Your
pathological
Lies
Will never lead
you to
the Truth
my friend
I say this because
I know
For many reasons
Impossible
Though my path
at the time..
was never that
Logical
For all I have
Is just a wandering Egø
but not many
PrOphETS to
find
So at best
I'm just a Prodigal Son
Who's on the
Run
Or just
An empty module
that's been
cast to the
Side
Therefore
now in which
was condemned and
condensed
Recompensed to
Repent
Fixed
In little pockets
of
Pride
So I guess that's why
I wear this fur coat
to favor me
Right?
Or so
it seems
Although it seems?
I don't believe in
Animal
Rights
Nah..
But that can't
be
Right
Maybe selfish
thinking?
Or maybe thinking
that it will keep me
nice and warm
Like
When the nights
are Cold
Or maybe if I pray
The light will lead
me to
his grace
I'm told
To many places
Untold
So I guess
I must check
or at least let
the man behind
the veil
Unfold
That which
I do not know
Or at least let
him place my soul
Placed
Back in the
mold
With no actions
or expressions like
a Mannequin
Then pray once again
on my knees and
believe
That he will one day
truly make me
into
A
Man
again
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 1:54 PM UTC
Hard Topics more or less Essential?
To speak your mind raise your voice
Your choice
Life fundamentals which are potentially not fun to mention or list them in a Corrupt System
That is Systematically
Problematic
Absurd to merge these choice words
with opposing verbs
To please the Masses
Seeing how The Watchers watch
and observe from an Orbital distance
For they have their Watchmen and henchmen but not to be confused with
Jehovah's true or 2 witness
For the rings of Saturn have
dangerous curves
These here I recognize as anti-Christ like
or anti-Christian affiliated or anything
remotely anti-Christ or anti-
Christian
Like a one world Religion
I'm talking NWO false prophetic enlisted
Tricksters mixed in with vicious
Political figures
No figment of my imagination
hearsay or a conspiracy with a twist
I'm just down for exposing
Who's Who
Call me a Conspiracist
with a list
No.. better yet
I'm more like a Realist
with a real list
And no I'm not Heaven sent
or Hell bent on the descension of
your opinions
Because I have my own Ascension
to ascend to
With other worldly entities from other
Dimensions against me
Who hate me for being Christ affiliated
and Christ opinionated
With a whole unholy Nation sanctioned
to alienate me with more hatred?
Big Mistake
For I'll just debate it as being Under-estimated
And hold true to the Essentials
of Life fundamentals
Unabated
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 2:25 PM UTC