I set my boundaries
I built my walls
But you showed up with cannons
And I crumbled into the rock and sand
Where you took my body
Where you shattered any hope
I had left
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 7:01 AM UTC
All the thoughts are still there
Every memory
Every emotion
Every feeling
The doctors watered it down
The pills melted like the ice in my tea
And I'm left here
Feeling lifeless and dull
Uncomfortably numb
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 8:23 PM UTC
Thank you for getting me here
For guiding me when I was lost
For looking out for me
For being there for me
Thank you for your endless support
I'm sorry I pushed you away
Or let you drift away
I'm sorry I left you
But I promise you
That you are not forgotten
Or taken for granted
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 11:23 AM UTC
I don't know how you can walk by me
Every single day
Say hello and offer food from the fridge
And act like you did nothing wrong
How you feel no guilt
And deny that you did anything wrong
I know I was a mess
I wasn't the best person to take care of
But you were a monster
Stop pretending as if you weren't
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 9:41 AM UTC
You thought you had me
You ******* had me
All of a sudden I saw the end
But I screamed
Me
The real me
The person you attacked
And smothered
And engulfed
The person you swallowed whole
You'd been ******* the life out of me
To the point where I thought you had become me
But you are not me
And now I know you
And I will fight you
And I will destroy you
Because I am a ******* warrior
And I am not throwing my sword down now
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 9:31 AM UTC
I hope one day I can trust you
That I can break down these walls
I hope one day I can truly share my love
And accept the love I've refused to recieve
I hope one day I will believe
That I am not a burden to you
That I'm not a burden to anyone
One day
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 9:26 AM UTC