You are imperfect, permanently and inevitably flawed. And you are beautiful. -Amy Bloom
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 5:45 AM UTC
Blow me away from the bitter ice and snow
But bring me to the warm sand and sunshine
I wish to be gone from the dark
But brought into the light
I want to not feel ponderous
But feel airy
Im ready for sunshine and bliss
More memories I wish not to miss
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 5:11 AM UTC
Take me on the road of forgiveness
I want to see the path of lightness
Show me the way to happiness
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 4:19 AM UTC
The cuts and scars are nothing new
They have just gotten deeper
You say this won't happen again
This time you will put and end to it
But the hatred in your eyes say different
Your words sink deep in my soul
But your punches hit harder
And you enjoy every moment of my hurt
Later you say sorry and you care
"I'm so sorry baby, I won't be like everyone else"
"Will you forgive me if I say sorry"
"I still love you, you mean everything to me"
But that's the saddest of it all
You don't love me
I know I deserve better
A part of me enjoys the pain though
Because the pain
The pain Is the only thing I can
Keep holding on to live anymore
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 5:51 AM UTC
I get that warm fuzzy feeling when you are around
You’re smile could blind people you make me so happy
When our lips meet and I just melt into you
Even when you are weird and awkward I love you even more
How I am silly around you and you are goofy right back
How excited you are to show me off to everyone important to you
When you whisper talking seriously about our future and I hold on to you tighter
Please never let that go...
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 5:43 AM UTC
I take your hand
As we run though the rigged woods
Running feeling the dead trees crack
Beneath our feet
We stop by a small creek
You take me steadily in your grasp
As we walk further under a small dark bridge
You stop
You turn your head up
To look up at the moon
I feel you against my back
Searching for the stars
The cold winter breeze
Bites at my skin
But your body
Holds me warm
The gentle tickle of your breath against my ear Telling me of a story
The moon, the night, and the stars
When the wolves cry
The darkness sets
And across it all it shines bright
These are the moments
The moments I cherish with
You tonight
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 5:37 AM UTC
All this time telling me you loved me
Kissing me telling me you want a life with me
Haven't felt this good in awhile
To just be said you don't want me
You love me and care about me
But you don't want to be with me
As I cry my eyes out you don't even try to hold me or wipe my tears
You just touch my body
Stroking my hair
And messy kisses on my neck
I feel so used and heart broken
But I let you keep touching my body
Using me and breaking my heart even more
Because you were the last bit of happiness I hoped for and thought I had and now I'm so lost
I have no hope now
I honestly can't bare this pain anymore
This feeling in my heart I cant even explain
I'm broken and you don't even care
I'm done
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 9:56 AM UTC
I honestly am just really sad and hurt. Not the kind of hurt like you fall and scrape your knee on the cold cement. Not the kind of sad when you lay in bed silently sobbing, hoping it will end soon. I feel the kind of sad where the feeling is so much it's almost nothing. That I want to ball my eyes out and scream so bad but instead I blankly stare at the wall for hours on end. The hurt where I can feel my heart aching in my cheats so bad, I want to rip it out. I wish it all could just be over. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I'm done feeling this anymore.
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 11:11 AM UTC