You're making me suffocate.
I look at you and it feels like you're taking all the air from my lungs.
I get nervous thinking about you.
I release a sigh of relief once you are gone.
I feel free from you.
You always come back or wait for me to come back to you.
We wait for each other to be able to breathe around each other.
We never are.
Jul 14, 2018
Jul 14, 2018 at 10:41 PM UTC
I decided to call you, after 3 months.
The time was short but long.
I remembered how it felt to be around you again, so comforting and warm.
We spoke about how everything is now for us, one of the first things you said to me was, "Maybe it would have been better if we just stayed friends and 'us' never happened."
I thought the same; that maybe if I never told you how I genuinely felt about you, maybe we could've been together as friends, longer.
Although I felt differently, I felt my heart hurt, I felt as if you were saying that to cover up the fact you never felt the same.
with hesitation I looked up at you and replied, "Yeah, you're right. I still love you, as a friend."
I'm glad we're friends again, but too bad I'm lying to you again.
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 6:25 PM UTC
I am stuck.
I want to tell you everything, but I can't.
I fear that you are doing so well without me and I'm happy if that's so.
I think to myself what if he doesn't miss me?
I want my friend back.
I want our unquestionable love and care for one another back.
Please come back.
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 2:59 PM UTC
How is that, when you're gone, I still have you constantly in my mind?
You're dearest thing I held to my heart.
I miss you chuckling softly, whispering that it's okay, as I cried in your arms and apologized for doing so.
Sometimes I forget your voice,
but when I cry, it's the first thing in my mind.
Mar 3, 2018
Mar 3, 2018 at 6:21 PM UTC
From the bottom of my heart,
I miss you.
From the bottom of my heart,
I miss us.
From the bottom of my heart,
I miss the smiles.
From the bottom of my heart,
I miss our laughs.
From the bottom of my heart,
I miss your love.
From the bottom of my heart,
I will always love you.
...
I Have Always Loved You.
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 12:10 AM UTC
You did not love me.
From the big hopeful eyes,
to the brightest smiles.
You never meant a word you have told me.
From the softest whispers,
to the biggest secrets.
Instead you loved her, as you 'loved' me.
Her kind heart,
to her sweet laugh.
- From the girl who still loved you when you never did.
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 12:05 AM UTC
All I ever known was how to be safe, to be careful.
The day I stopped being so safe was when I told you, "Promise to never hurt me."
I risked myself to put all my trust in you.
I was a fool for not being careful this time.
Even now I wish I could go back; to tell you that I didn't love you and that I never would.
I wished I lied to you, so that you'd still be here to love me as a friend.
- from the girl whose heart you broke; who still loves you.
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 7:31 PM UTC
I ran my fingers across the screen.
I tapped on the video of us, that I created.
It was a video with our favorite song.
Although there was more than one voice, and all the music,
the only thing I could focus on;
was your voice.
Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 11:32 PM UTC
‘How do you tell someone you stopped loving them?’
I told you, ‘you don’t.’
You can’t tell them because it’ll cause heartbreak.
You can’t look them in the eyes and tell them that; that you the person they are most vulnerable to, has stopped loving them.
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 12:31 AM UTC
It’s been awhile.
I hope you’re doing well, I miss you so much.
I met someone new, I think you’d like him; he’s very kind and reminds me of you a bit.
Then again, everything does.
I’m slowly learning how to forget it all.
I never thought it would happen again between us.
I left because you no longer loved me, but that’s okay.
I have someone who will love me like I loved you- with all of them.
Dec 24, 2017
Dec 24, 2017 at 1:25 AM UTC