Like a bird who wanted to fly
behind the bars it cried.
In myself I hide,
the deepest fears inside.
i may run behind,
but im scared
i can’t.
will I be able to fly?
or afraid enough to try?
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 3:07 AM UTC
i cannot write anymore,
because my words only speaks for you, i dont know.
i just want to tell you this last one now,
you are the best thing i never had,
the best thing i almost had,
and the only thing ive been wanting to have,
even though i know i will never have.
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 8:11 AM UTC
why do we keep falling
to those things we already knew the ending
why do we keep hoping
to the happiness we already losing
why do we keep asking
for the things that we already knew that will keep us hurting
why do our hearts keep on opening
to those we knew that someday will be leaving
why do we keep on expecting
that someday we will be the one choosing
what kind of ending will be happening
that someday you will be the reason again for loving
and i will be keeping
that hope in my heart i will be locking
for you are the only key for completing
the puzzle in this heart that has been missing
Mar 6, 2018
Mar 6, 2018 at 9:11 AM UTC
i saw your eyes,
like stars in the skies.
everytime you looked at me it sparks,
into my soul it dives,
in my heart it flies.
but that time it cried once,
and never came back like it was.
now it became different to look, it hurts.
knowing that now the universe in your eyes,
only sparks for her.
where do i need to look again to see that universe in other person’s eyes.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 8:05 AM UTC
today is my birthday,
i hope you get to read what i say.
for all the things i've done to you, I'm sorry.
for all the times I'm not with you, I'm sorry.
for all the happiness i cannot give, I'm sorry.
and for all the hatred I've caused in your heart, I'm sorry.
i hope you dont forget how we started like destiny.
because that is one of the greatest things i prayed daily,
to meet someone who will love me so deeply.
you turned out to be my one that got away.
but deep in my heart I'm still happy,
for now my wish have been granted by a deity,
that i hope you will find someone who will love you wholeheartedly ,
that i hope one day ,
someone will mend your broken heart willingly,
that you will fall in love unexpectedly,
for the things ended so perfectly,
because now you have found truly,
the girl you deserve, you are lucky.
happy birthday to me!
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 12:59 AM UTC
you were my everything
til suddenly we became nothing
but strangers.
yet something inside me keeps saying,
that i should be waiting.
now here i am writing
still hoping,
silently fighting,
and constantly praying
that one day God may see my heart crying
and asking for one thing
Can this not be our ending?
Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 4:57 AM UTC