I can write about twelve of them
but not about one
Three go to sadness
one goes to fun
one goes to anger
one goes to idiots
one goes to rush
two go to happiness
one goes to floaters
one goes to stoicism
the one I can't write about
is Joy- it's always hidden
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:13 PM UTC
what a waste of time
fun in the moment
Joy can not climb
love is a hill
go down from the bedroom and read
are you listening still
love is a skill
best in mediation
like a drug, prescribed by some shadowy, scrunching, salesman
bent on levitation
what a waste of time
all alone and on your own
moan moan
what a waste of time
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 8:45 PM UTC
"For I am going to do something in your days
that you would not believe,
even if you were told."
Some fight to be remembered.
Some slip,
and tumble downwards.
The path of the rough hill-
of jagged thistle.
that they plow through
and blow thistle to us all
a pain we must remember better then a fight.
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 6:53 PM UTC
in the time of the perfect map
the sails have been set
but I don't know where I'm going yet
over the waves I float
as the map tells me more
not daring yet, to reach for my oar
for if my oar hits the ocean wrong
or if my eagerness too strong
gone, gone with the map
gone, gone with the peace
gone, gone is the silence, my centerpiece
across the strait, perhaps
is a perfect golden isle
but some other will find it soon
as I follow the file
what could be forgiven
if i threw the map into
the deep depths of the water
from the deepest solitude?
Mar 26
Mar 26, 2026 at 8:15 PM UTC
But such a feeling
Can not be put into words.
So why should I try?
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 8:26 PM UTC
The first spring rain
patters softly on the glass
until a quiet settles
with no gradual courtesy
and all you hear
is a faraway gutter
carrying all winter's ice and snow away
and a drawling fan
of constant hope
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 4:35 PM UTC
The man seems only happy to explain
"In our world"
he said, glancing quickly at the judge
"we don't let those people meet with others"
He pointed at a group of white-clad men in the corner
"These scientists have found it shuts them down quick,
quick and easy thats what I like to say.
Just gotta take everything they love"
The bald man laughs.
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 4:16 PM UTC
There's a curtain between us, me and you
So what else could I do?
but build it up
till the red bricks stretch to the white clouds
and you can't tell them apart.
What happened to my people on the other side?
What happened since we had to hide
from their yacht club?
Their towering windows from here to the shroud?
and you can't tell it apart.
I had to break the windowpane to build the wall
Are they still standing tall
in their gilded dust?
My tongue was salted, cut, and disallowed
and you can't tell us apart anymore.
We are the white clouds
We are the bluebirds
They are the red wall
They are the black blur.
and you can't tell us apart anymore.
We are the mighty
They are the proud
We are the ready
They are the loud.
and you can't tell us apart anymore.
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 9:17 PM UTC
Three doors in front of me?
One leads to a chamber
half full of poison
half full of love
one leads to a room
with a bed
where I will sleep forever
and one leads to a hallway
that winds and turns
and ends up back in the same room
to make the same choice
five years later
---
1. The awful responsibility of will
2. The great sleep, the great dying
3. and the twitch, which is all temporary
worship the twitch
live the twitch
the twitch is the god
which shall i choose?
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 7:10 PM UTC
should I do it?
should I not?
like one bullet in a slot
like one chance is all I've got
like static on a dead channel
like a boat twice as wide as a canal
like a system of equations
like a series of abrasions
no solution
(gotta divide by zero)
(am I the hero?)
all confusion
should I do it?
should I not?
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 8:30 PM UTC
