I used to wish I could get into your head
now all I wish
is for you to get out of mine.
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 7:42 PM UTC
I saw a puddle on my way to school
I looked into it to see my reflection
But the girl in the puddle wasn't me
Yes, she wore the same uniform as me
And she had the same blue hair as me
And the same blurry eyes as me
But she wasn't me
Her smile wasn't mine
Her eyes weren't mine
Her hands weren't mine
Her heart wasn't mine
She was too real
She wasn't real enough
She was too good
But she wasn't good enough
She was too happy
But she wasn't happy enough
She was too nice
But she wasn't nice enough
She was me
But she wasn't enough
I saw my reflection in a puddle today
But the girl I saw
Wasn't me
But the girl they see
When they look at me
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 1:31 PM UTC
many believe,
the world will end
in a fiery explosion
however,
I believe
tt comes in a form of ice
of shattered glass.
the crushing of a soul.
one experiences when a loved one dies
the feeling one gets when they lose all hope.
the feeling one gets when everyone gives up on them
the feeling one gets when they give up on themself
that's where life ends.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 10:33 PM UTC
My friends don’t deserve me
The world doesn’t deserve me
God doesn’t deserve me
Nor does the devil
I deserve nothing
less than nothing
negative amounts of thing
I don’t even deserve
a peaceful end.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 12:37 PM UTC
a Liar
that’s All I am.
that’s All I will Ever Be
in Their eyes.
I have Never known Truth.
Never Once have I been Honest.
Never Once have I done Anything out of any Feeling but Malice.
I ought to Burn in Hell.
I D e s e r v e I t .
No.
even that would be too merciful.
for a Cruel, Malicious, ***** little Liar
such as myself.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 12:34 PM UTC
I knew it was inevitable.
And yet I still got my hopes up.
I can’t believe I set myself up for heartache.
again.
I suppose that too was
INEVITABLE.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 12:33 PM UTC
I happened upon a forest.
It appeared tranquil
So I took a few steps in,
"I'll only be in here a moment."
I told myself.
I can leave whenever I want.
I took a few more steps.
As I got deeper
and deeper
The forest grew darker
and darker
I can leave whenever I want.
But I ignored it
and continued walking.
I can leave whenever I want.
The sun began to set.
Which was strange
Because I was sure
I hadn't been in the forest that long.
"I'd best head home...
before it gets dark."
I thought aloud.
I turned to head back but-
Which way was it?
Maybe this way?
No that...
Maybe..?
I walked
Hoping I'd picked the right direction.
It's so dark.
I'll never find my way back.
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 10:38 PM UTC
This storm is so loud
I wonder if she can hear it?
The thunder crashes
It hurts
It hurts my ears
It hurts my eyes
It hurts my body
It hurts my heart
This storm is so dark.
I wonder if she can see it?
The lightning crashes
It hurts
It hurts my eyes
It hurts my ears
It hurts my head
It hurts my heart
It feels like this storm is going to last forever
That the water is going to flood and drown all life in its way
It feels like this storm is going to last forever
But eventually
All storms end don't they?
The water has to run out some time...
...right?
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 10:29 PM UTC
Depression is a *****
I never thought she would creep up on me at school like this.
That ***
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 12:42 PM UTC
Her feminine hands
Ran through her shimmering,
Golden locks
The gentle strands
Felt soft
Between her fingers
Her gray-mint eyes closed
and she could almost hear
The frush of the golden yarn
As it rubbed up against itself
The smokey scent
Of the California air
Caressed her senses
And the silent taste
Of her saliva
Followed soon thereafter
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC