Don't get mad
I want you to stay
I can't stand
to be so far way
Don't feel bad
When I can't hear your words
It's easy to pretend
when things are worse
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 3:58 PM UTC
he said
he said he was fine
one night
one night he realized
sneak a bottle
sneak a bottle to the bed
i’m good
i’m good
cuz it was just a game to you
it’s been a year again
it’s been a year again
where did the time go
i know you may not like me
but to me you mean much more
i don’t wanna make your choices
but at least let me have a goodbye first
but why
i couldn’t even cry
i wasn’t there
i wasn’t anywhere
but now that’s a year has gone
i’m stuck here writing this stupid song
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 4:16 PM UTC
you cant feel sad if you can’t feel your mind
you cant hurt when you can’t feel pain
you cant feel the bad when you can’t feel at all
happiness is only temporary
happiness is fleeting
happiness’s is gone
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 4:13 PM UTC
Fighting is not peace
Raging in the streets
Harm when all they did was be
Fighting is not peace
Nov 15, 2025
Nov 15, 2025 at 6:06 PM UTC
God, what I would give for one more moment with your lips pressed against mine, your hands running down my spine, but the thought feels so sickening. A sickeningly sticky sweet fantasy.
Every waking moment is a reminder of your departure.
I still see you in the window, the wind blowing the curtains behind you, your silhouette perfectly outlined by the morning sun. The scent of your perfume still lingers throughout the house, as if you had only just left for work. You should have quit working there a long time ago; they didn’t treat you right, so why did you feel that you just had to keep smiling and put up with it?
But nights are the hardest. I can’t stop hearing your laughter as I try to sleep, but the bed is so cold without your warmth. My dreams are plagued by your face, but even so, I’ve noticed it’s begun to fade, so much so that I feel I need to be reminded by the pictures that hang on our walls.
I can’t keep from wondering what those final moments were like for you. Did you think of me, or did it go dark in an instant, quick and painless? Why does he get to keep on living when you don’t? He is the one who messed up, so why did you have to pay for his mistakes? But he walked away, so intoxicated that he had no true grasp of the situation, yet neither did I. Would I have known, I wouldn’t have…
It doesn’t matter, not anymore.
You were the one shining light in my life to live for, but now that you’re gone, I’m left without a reason to keep going. But I have a plan to see you again. After all, I have nothing I’d regret leaving behind. I know what you’d say about it but, let me have this one selfish wish; this is the only thing left that matters to me.
See you soon, my love.
Jul 19, 2025
Jul 19, 2025 at 2:32 PM UTC
So your sitting there talking on the phone
but in your statement your standing all alone
You can’t play the game of a one time mistake
you’ve done it before, so we know it’s all fake
A defense against an attack never made
you were the one who started the charade
To pin the blame on those that you hurt
put all those around on heightened alert
A stalker, a hater, a bully and the like
the names you called, putting a friendship on strike
But it never seems to be that you think it through
cuz every single one only applied to you
May 23, 2025
May 23, 2025 at 9:32 PM UTC
A Dream Of You
What are we but memories passing
in the same stretch of life
following along our own paths
till once they intertwine
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A time we reminisce
drifting by your allure
a sip, to taste
to only want more
A string was cut
your time was no more
naught a tear that shall fall
when you left the pieces across the floor
……………………………………..
it’s just a dream, wake up
……………………………………..
_____________________________
But I wan’t to stay
But I don’t want to leave you behind
But I don’t want to wake up
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
……………………………………….
Quiet now, my dear
there’s no reason to hide
an excuse, naught hurt
till morning comes
……………………………………….
_____________________
I’ll see you again
night after night
so there is no reason
to continue this fight
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
………………………………………………………………..
But i’m no longer here
i’m already gone
why waste your time here
instead of the world where you belong
…………………………………………………………………
While yes, it’s true
but there’s nothing for me there
for my answer is simple
A dream with your embrace is better than a life without your smile
May 23, 2025
May 23, 2025 at 12:08 AM UTC
I may not be
the perfect little angel
made of stone and clay
And I may not be
The right one for you
But there's other fish in the sea
So why
So why do you keep coming back to me?
We fight all the time
Is it not clear we weren't meant to be
I really can't lie
It's getting hard to try
But you don't stop
And neither do I
Because in the end
I love you too
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 2:44 PM UTC
Don't Talk to me
You put me through misery
I can only see your face
I still see you in my dreams
you know what you did to me
The perfect little angel
Lost it's wings today
How can you fly without your wings *****
Were you so caught up
In beating me down
That you never heard
my cries to stop?
I wanna watch you crumble
I wanna watch you burn
Hurt yourself and fall to the floor
Just breathe you're doing fine
Why can't you see me too
Time moves on without you
Cuz the pain in my brain
is drivin me insane
Try to enjoy yourself
cuz you won't remember a thing
If you hurt me, I'll hurt you too
Why can't I seem to forget you
Just breathe, you're doing fine
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 2:43 PM UTC
I know that
they love you
So I cant help
but notice
I'm talking
to myself
again
But at least
I am trying
To make it easy
But you can't even lie
You don't try
But i'm still losin my mind over you
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you said that you're sorry
but I'm still stuck in your mess
and i tried so desperately
over and over again
to forget that cold heart
without burning hatred
I'm crying, you're lying
get out of my head
and I'm feeling so hopeless
all over again
i cant help that I'm tired
i just wanna lay in my bed
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I can't stop it
I can't stop it
I can't stop it anymore
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I speak my mind
And I speak my heart
I'll live my life
And I'll play my part
So what about you
With your laughing'n smile
Couldn't clean up your own mess
Do what you want and leave it to the rest
Cuz girl you did me *****
You closed your mind
So close your mouth
I can't help the fact
That I keep hating you
But every time I try to think
My thoughts keep coming back to you
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you said that you're sorry
but I'm still stuck in your mess
and i tried so desperately
over and over again
to forget that cold heart
without burning hatred
I'm crying, you're lying
get out of my head
and I'm feeling so hopeless
all over again
i cant help that I'm tired
i just wanna lay in my bed
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I can't stop it
I can't stop it
I can't stop it anymore
I can't stop thinking about you
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 2:40 PM UTC