Why do I always feel this way
I live this dreaded life everyday
Waking up to my soul crying
I just tired of feeling like dying
One...two...three...four
I didn't even get one score
I did everything I thought was right
Yet everything was destroyed cuz of the fright
You see me and I see you
You moved places so I flew
Showing my love that was free
And there you go trying to flee
I just want to know why I'm neglected
I asked you and You made me feel rejected
Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 10:52 AM UTC
When I️ look at the sky at night. I️ see the stars. Yet that’s what most people only see. I️ see connections, life, death , etc. I️ see that a star represents a living thing. If an organism dies, a star disappears from my vision. If there’s a new born, a star appears. As you know the word constellation. I see those as a family. As there is many families in this world, there’s many constellation in the sky. However, I️ am now gonna stop talking about the stars in the sky. Now I’m going to talk about the stars you see in someone. Stars are things that light up the darkness. Just think about a damaged heart. It sees no Love, light,stars. So once you start seeing the stars in someone, you found a person that can change you.
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 11:45 AM UTC
You were next to me when i opened my eyes
You looked calm, warm, and happily made
I touched your face and you started to fade
And my real eyes realized the real lies.
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 10:42 AM UTC
I watched it all
From this tragic day
where I started to fall
And fade away
I can’t grasp anything
as I am ethereal
I can’t hold on anything
And lost how to feel
You left me real long ago
You never say nothing now
I don’t know where my heart will go
You broke it and I’ve fallen down
I see you, happily and proud
With someone who isn’t me
Because I’m buried under the ground
With my soul finally free
Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 12:40 PM UTC
It’s there. The death of me
What I’ve been hiding is finally set free
Its the fact you didn’t pay attention, it was really old
But know you will hear how it was supposed to be told
Made it to my room , and there wasn’t light
I sit in on a bed blinded by blight
I didn’t think that “it” was gonna be there
Until I look under the pillow and I wasn’t scared
Memories start with the good ones though
I start to smile, as they went by slow
Until I seen the others, that made me still
I started to cry, and swallowed all of my pills
I picked “it” up, and placed the bullet in
I placed “it” underneath my chin
My finger is held onto the trigger
My heart starts racing and my brain felt bigger
The people here. Always called me a clown
Well who’s laughing now. * Click* POW
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 4:19 AM UTC
To love the heart, you must be made for me.
I sit so far where no one else can see
I cried. For help. Where you weren’t there to hear
I drowned inside the ebony deep sea
Where the people around can look and see
The weights attached to me showed me deceit
You were supposed to save and Cherish me
Yet I’m on my last breath that’s left me too.
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 3:57 AM UTC
The fresh scent that's in the air
The sight of the sun rising
Waking up seems to be fair
But next to you was surprising
Your charming face when you sleep
The solace of being able to restart
Made my feelings for you deep
As your always inside my heart
The smile you have when you wake
Impacted me into the person I am
As our love is bigger than the lake
And it's strong enough to break the dam
The morning kiss that brings the thrives
Of us going to be with one another
Made my heart sink deep in your life
And your pieced mine back together.
Jun 12, 2017
Jun 12, 2017 at 1:11 PM UTC
Your perfect, smooth skin
Pressed against mine
One day I'll win
And our hearts are intertwined
Your beautiful,brown eyes
Bright and thrived
Behind them are truths and lies
That made me want to strive
Your big, elegant smile
Loved by me
Was spotted as far as a mile
And was set and free
Your natural, soft hair
Moist and easy to take hold of
Pulling you close In the air
As we lay there in love
Jun 12, 2017
Jun 12, 2017 at 1:08 PM UTC
It has been a rough couple of days
I am acquainted with the feeling to die
but now the thought has gone away
and now i'll be able spread my wings and fly
I threw the razor and knife away
I don't abuse my pills anymore
I am happy most of the day
as the light approached me when i open the door
My eyes used to only see grey
the dark abyss has left my room
the light empowered and awakened the frey
and it will protect me from the doom
My scars are healing and so is my heart
I have the mind and ready to believe
that i have a chance in life to restart
and I live my life finally in relief.
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 11:20 AM UTC
Forget me if you optate,
But i will linger around your recollections
and haunt you in your deepest tragedies
i wont forget you
with the nights i spent recollecting
what you've already forgotten
it seems that i designated nothing to you
when you designated the world to me
Wishing that you'll stay a little longer
is just hoping on something so hopeless
for i already lost your love
afore you even felt mine.
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 11:50 AM UTC