Death always comes and knocks on your door,
Life lasts long but not forever more,
A cold shiver own the spine,
More green on a maple or pine,
A deep feeling in the depth of your heart,
A longing wish for a fresh start,
Till little miss reaper creeps out of the Dark,
She means no harm but douses your spark,
She comes in peace and comes with love,
Her very kiss is from heaven above,
She feels alone as we all run away,
I pray for her soul every day,
I long for her warm embrace,
I wish she knew how much i chase,
I do not wish for myself to die,
But saying I do not love her would be a lie,
Being without her reaches down and shatters my soul,
Without my little miss reaper i will never be whole,
I could toil through this short wisp of a life,
Or take the Little Miss Reaper to be my
WIFE
Jan 6, 2024
Jan 6, 2024 at 2:28 AM UTC
You are perfect in every way,
so breathtaking i know not what to say,
You are always ib my head and on my mind,
You are my peace a place to unwind,
Sweet little girl of mine,
Your smile sends shivers down my spine,
My heart is here for you to take,
Be gentle as u r so it doesnt break,
Ill tell you the words this world wont say,
Ill remind you are a princess every day,
You have become my all in so little time,
Leaving me frozen like a mime,
Your laugh is heals my soul,
Your sweet words make me whole,
You are funny and silly and goofy too,
I never want to be without you,
Without you my smiles are not as bright,
I feel like the world is no longer right,
You are like the brightest star in a ginger night,
I want to hold you close and hold you tight,
As a rose you flowered out of a dark place,
Where no one loved u and there plenty of space,
Your loss was shattering ur heart and mind,
How could you have been left behind,
The world grew cold and you grew sad,
Started to except that life was all bad,
But your thorns could not keep all away,
I am still here and here to stay,
Cause ur perfect and pretty in every way,
Your quirks make you different and more than okay,
Please never leave me alone,
Id lose my mind my heart turn to stone,
Let me keep you warm and happy as well,
Till the day destiny rings its last bell.
Aug 25, 2023
Aug 25, 2023 at 1:40 AM UTC
Hot tears stream down my face and burn my skin,
Hot flames consume me is i burn for my sin,
Living itself should be i crime,
Just barely scraping by on the dime,
I guess hell would be better then being alive,
In this world how do so many survive,
Suicide rates have never been higher,
As peoples need for help becomes more dire,
But so many screams will never be heard,
So many people ignored every word,
Mind like a cage that keeps me inside,
Id ask to be free but I already died.
May 13, 2023
May 13, 2023 at 11:07 PM UTC
O' what I would not do to live in my dreams,
My mind is filled with voices and screams,
My head it feels as thought it will burst,
When I try to be happier it hurts the worst,
I try to be silent and sit in the dark,
But my brain just shorts and continues to spark,
The fire it lights consumes all it can see,
My mind is a prison and I will never be free,
It hurts like hell is only in my head,
Most time it flares up I wish I was dead,
The things they say it makes no sense,
I can be completely alone yet feel so tense,
I used to be loud and crazy,
Now I am sad and lazy,
Why cannot my mind be
May 12, 2023
May 12, 2023 at 3:23 AM UTC
I feel like my heart hit absolute zero,
I fell like a dead hero,
Everything feels empty inside,
Every good part of me died,
I am not whole,
Life took its greatest toll,
Leaving me ice cold,
Like I had a soul but it was sold,
All the warmth gone out of my chest,
There is no place that feels safe to rest,
And everything hurts.
Feb 20, 2022
Feb 20, 2022 at 12:31 PM UTC
My sweet release so sad and dark,
Was the start of the black fire that tiny spark,
Ignite my once weak soul,
The fire that burns me is what makes me whole,
I have become the pain,
My soul is no longer free to stain,
I am Greed,
I am Lust,
I am Hunger,
I am Malice,
I am Hate,
I am Wrath,
I am Envy,
I am Sorrow,
I take it all I breathe it in,
I am it and it is now within,
My soul shakes at what I have become,
But its now all said and done,
The monster I am now all may fear,
Till the day I die and disappear...
Sep 5, 2021
Sep 5, 2021 at 9:01 PM UTC
Someone slap me in the face,
So I can forget that I am a disgrace,
Someone **** my pain,
So I can stop going insane,
Someone fix the voices inside,
So I can finally hide,
They scream at me and say I am wrong,
To listen to music be happy or sing a song,
All the noise hurts as my soul weighs me down,
I fell as though the sound is the water in which I drown,
Could I ever be happy again in any way,
If not yesterday perhaps today,
Id gladly give heart soul and mind,
To finally have joy to stand behind,
But inside I cry,
I feel like I should die,
I hold my breathe waiting to see black,
And let it out wishing the air was crack,
Cause id rather be anyone but me,
Cause them maybe I could be free,
But if must stay me,
Can someone help distract me from myself...
Jul 21, 2021
Jul 21, 2021 at 2:43 AM UTC
How can this ever possibly be,
That this would ever happen to me,
No not another day,
How could life even find another way,
To hurt my heart and melt my soul,
I guess I will just never be whole,
Another way to feel alone,
As I wither from skin to bone,
My body shake shivers then stops,
Yes I wither like freshly poisoned crops,
Nothing left to fear,
I guess this means the end is near,
I shed my last silent tear,
Before I tell you all goodbye.....
Jul 11, 2021
Jul 11, 2021 at 3:48 PM UTC
Have you ever always been surrounded but felt alone,
Have you ever had a heart that just felt like stone,
When you get up in the morning it ways you down,
Every color in your life fades to grey, black, or brown,
No matter how many people try to help the hope is lost,
The world feels cold like my heart is covered in frost,
But my face melts as the tears roll down thinking about you,
But our 1 + 1 will never again make 2.
Jul 8, 2021
Jul 8, 2021 at 2:38 PM UTC
I want to tell you not to grow up,
Stay away from aging don't drink from that cup,
Its a hard pill to swallow when you see,
That your born to change and to change is to be,
To be what you need,
Be love be passion be hope be greed,
Life is about finding out who you are despite these things,
No matter what troubles or trials life brings,
Even if it burns or aches or stings,
Do this and you can sit amongst the kings,
I want to say all these things and so much more,
But my voice is gone just like out of mouth my tongue was tore,
Lost in a mist of what is right and wrong,
This poem should be wisdom in the form of a song,
But i am left here to weep over these things and just say,
I love you for now and my wisdom is best spoken another day.
Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 11:36 PM UTC