Have you accepted the horrors you have unfolded?
Or has the deceit you’ve engulfed yourself with now become your truth
For do you know of the monster you have created?
Or do you stand ignorantly as it lays its dread on this world
Jul 8, 2021
Jul 8, 2021 at 11:25 PM UTC
Yearning for my release from this life
But petrified to leave my responsibilities behind
What will happen when my responsibilities run dry
For now, I remain stuck in Limbo
May 3, 2021
May 3, 2021 at 6:11 PM UTC
The day I’ve outlined in my head
I don’t know what will become of my life until then
But I hope I can erase the date
Before I erase myself from this world
Apr 14, 2021
Apr 14, 2021 at 5:23 PM UTC
They never tell you how much the cuts burn
The way it feels like cigarettes being put out on every slit you’ve created
Arms, wrists, shoulders, legs all raging in a blaze of boiling red
You think you would get used to the sensation, now that the cuts have become habit
But even through the numbness, it always creeps up, burning
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 12:21 AM UTC
Loneliness sprouts dandelions between the cracks of my heart
The more I push others away, the more the weeds swell
I am the facilitator behind the impurity, I am the hypocrite, I am the burden
How long before my heart is infested?
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 6:48 PM UTC
My skin has become a tic-tac-toe board swarming with X’s
Fresh scars etched as new spaces are uncovered
I am running out of room
I am running out of time
Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 12:16 AM UTC
Why do I fear losing when I’ve already lost
Why do I fear hate when I’m already hated
Why do I fear the scars when I’m already bleeding
Why do I fear death when it is already upon me
Feb 18, 2021
Feb 18, 2021 at 10:01 AM UTC
A sliver of light pears through the corruption
How long has it been since there was warmth amid the ruin
Will the flame flourish like in the past
Or will it perish beside my sanity
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 10:10 PM UTC
Stuck in the thick that drags me under
I struggle for breathes, grasping for the surface
The runner appears beyond the drowned
Do you see me?
A sense of familiarity blankets my surroundings
Yet it is shrouded with insecurity
The runner stops to peer into the abyss
Can you help me?
I reach to where the moon and stars used to be
Your conflicted face reduces to fear
Only hesitating before fleeing
Where are you going?
I sink deeper than before
As the runner abandons the gloom
A stream of tears left next to your footsteps
Why are you crying?
Now I am consumed
Now I am alone
And now I am tired
Why did you leave?
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 9:45 PM UTC
I hate for I was deceived
You hate for I am weak
Others hate for they do not understand
In-between the breathes of panic
While blood trickles to my fingers tips
The only hate that I know
Is the one for my myself
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 9:57 AM UTC