
I followed,
Into deep waters,
I dove,
Head first,
Fully immersed.
I thought I’d be my saviour,
But,
When I started drowning,
I realised,
I was the anchor.
May 2, 2021
May 2, 2021 at 6:29 PM UTC
Some days I feel invisible,
like no one will ever see me here
There’s a quiet ache beneath my ribs,
This weight I always fear.
My thoughts drift to a place dark and heavy,
pulling me far away from the feeling of ease,
I try to smile through trembling hands
and what feels like,
borrowed peace.
I wonder if I matter,
if anyone would ever know
how hard it is to hold myself
While feeling so low.
Apr 25, 2021
Apr 25, 2021 at 6:50 PM UTC
Words,
They could never hurt,
They could never cut,
They could never make you bleed,
Physically.
Words,
A manifestation of self-hate,
Written in bold,
Anorexia, Bulimia, Depression,
I was sold.
Words,
The last,
Written on a bloodstained note,
"I can't stay afloat"
Apr 23, 2021
Apr 23, 2021 at 10:30 AM UTC
City lights,
Views,
Sunday Blues.
I’ve been dimming quietly,
a shadow slipping loose.
No one will ever notice,
The noose.
Apr 18, 2021
Apr 18, 2021 at 6:28 PM UTC
In a mess I created,
Drowning,
Cannot get out,
Breath bated.
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 6:20 PM UTC