no ones awake at 4am
I try to reach out
But nobody can
Because they still lay in there beds
While I'm here wishing I was dead
No ones awake at 4amp
Mar 19, 2021
Mar 19, 2021 at 7:37 AM UTC
its vicious
Im bleeding.
I scream and cry
Yet im pleading
For anyone
Someone
To hear me but they can't hear
For all I write, every letter, its in fear.
Im bleeding.
Mar 15, 2021
Mar 15, 2021 at 11:34 PM UTC
I ******* hate you for leaving me
While I was struggling to be what I want to be
I hate you
While I crumbled to nothing
I hate you
For not seeing me.
I fell and I burned and I crashed
But you're the one that lit the flame, now im ash
Im angry, and torn, and falling apart
Yet no one will help, the moment I start.
I hate you for leaving me.
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 11:01 PM UTC
I miss his touch but I burn his skin
Creeping, seeping in the dark within
I tried to reach out but the thread was pulled
And I fell and I broke, you loved me? I was fooled
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 10:51 PM UTC
I can break my arm
For old times sake
You can watch me me burn
As my bones break
You were once the fire I held
But my hands are caked
With ash and im burning
But still I wake
As I still wake
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 5:12 AM UTC
I hate myself
With all the love that I give
I hate myself
Its such a ****** up world in which we all live
And we try
And we cry
And the pain
Still remains
They say one day it'll stop and all be okay
But when? When? Will my happiness stay?
Mar 5, 2021
Mar 5, 2021 at 12:52 PM UTC
During half slept nights, fear seeps out from my dreams
It follows you, it follows me
But I invite that fear in to come rest while I hide
From everything wrong in the world but mostly everything wrong that's inside
We sit and wait reliving scenes after scene
Of everything that could happen and everything that has been
But im growing tired of fears company now so I try to turn the vacancy light off
But the light has become broken and fear said he will never stop
So I sit and I wait
And I wait and I sit
Until fear and I merge into a black and endless pit
We can try to escape this but it's harder that it may seem
Because it follows you
While it clings to me
Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 12:00 PM UTC
what lives do they live? As they walk their dogs? Pay taxes.
Get gas.
Make dinner?
Is this life?
What life do I live?
Locked doors?
Mace in hand?
No red car?
No murderer??
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:53 PM UTC
There's pain in my sadness
But in that black hole I find peace
Because once I pull myself back out
My heartache will cease
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 7:52 PM UTC
You were too deaf to hear,
as I was far too blind to see
That my screams never reached your ears,
Or that those signs were all for me.
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 10:08 PM UTC