Diary - Hello Poetry

Why do I keep having these feelings, it's almost a year, This is stupid stop thinking, Time of death, March 14, 2022, Relaspes a b*tch.

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Jul 26, 2022

Jul 26, 2022 at 8:29 PM UTC

~ Overthinking

Why do I keep having these feelings, it's almost a year, This is stupid stop thinking, Time of death, March 14, 2022, Relaspes a b*tch.

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Good things come and go, But I'll always have my lows.

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Jul 26, 2022

Jul 26, 2022 at 8:26 PM UTC

26/07/2022 ~ Lows

Good things come and go, But I'll always have my lows.

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When an old friend calls you up to go rock climbing what do you say? Yes, of course. Does it make your anxiety run wild with curiosity? Yes, of course.

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Feb 18, 2022

Feb 18, 2022 at 11:12 PM UTC

02/18/2022 ~ Climbing

When an old friend calls you up to go rock climbing what do you say? Yes, of course. Does it make your anxiety run wild with curiosity? Yes, of course.

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I've never needed a lot of people to be happy, but this world is so lonely. I have a handful of friends, but are they really friends? Or acquaintances that will pass through life? I don't think I'm enough for them. I never am.

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Feb 15, 2022

Feb 15, 2022 at 10:12 PM UTC

02/15/2022

I've never needed a lot of people to be happy, but this world is so lonely. I have a handful of friends, but are they really friends? Or acquaintances that will pass through life? I don't think I'm enough for them. I never am.

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I'm embarrassed, disgusted, and angry. I've never b*nged that much. I hate this outlet for emotions.

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Feb 9, 2022

Feb 9, 2022 at 11:12 AM UTC

02/09/2022 ~ A Box of Cookies TW ed

I'm embarrassed, disgusted, and angry. I've never b*nged that much. I hate this outlet for emotions.

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It's Quieter In My Mind...

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Feb 8, 2022

Feb 8, 2022 at 11:53 AM UTC

02/08/2022 ~ Quiet

It's Quieter In My Mind...

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Things are changing, I want to just eat; eat everything, Doesn't matter what it is, I don't know why it's different so fast. I keep calling myself names in my head, Eating me alive, "Don't eat" "Eat everything" "Just one bite" Why why WHY! I have to stop it, I need to control it, I need to balance it, But IT never goes away.

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Feb 7, 2022

Feb 7, 2022 at 10:57 PM UTC

M/D/Y ~ TW ed

Things are changing, I want to just eat; eat everything, Doesn't matter what it is, I don't know why it's different so fast. I keep calling myself names in my head, Eating me alive, "Don't eat" "Eat everything" "Just one bite" Why why WHY! I have to stop it, I need to control it, I need to balance it, But IT never goes away.

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After 5 years I increased my antidepressants, Does this mean things are worse?, It's been a week since the change, I feel different, Fewer intrusive thoughts but, A sense of simply existing, Is that better than the thoughts?, I'm not sure...

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Feb 7, 2022

Feb 7, 2022 at 10:51 PM UTC

02/07/2022 ~ Meds

After 5 years I increased my antidepressants, Does this mean things are worse?, It's been a week since the change, I feel different, Fewer intrusive thoughts but, A sense of simply existing, Is that better than the thoughts?, I'm not sure...

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