
What beauty, he had
become my muse overnight
What can I not love?
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 12:03 AM UTC
I live in a dream within a dream,
hearing the sirens of silence,
a human is a being of deciding,
letting go of the morrow...
Sep 4, 2020
Sep 4, 2020 at 12:40 PM UTC
My love.
Remember to remember. But
don't find me in what you can't remember.
This is all I can give.
My sweet teeth, keep
my fingers clean.
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 4:31 AM UTC
A succession of
bodies stiffly multiplied,
the blindmen, madmen!
May 16, 2020
May 16, 2020 at 1:49 PM UTC
Dust to dust,
the wheel does stop, oh
the wheel does stop!
—eyes rattling the sky.
Trotting along the outlines,
a duel of stirring clouds,
falsifying sheaves of nostalgia,
rebuking its dreary demeanor.
A comedy of the flesh
procured us to falter.
Dust to dust,
growling in between frolics,
inflicting a strange quiver,
death, ruthless as any lover!.
Love me when I awake,
I pledge to duplicate,
sprawling about unclothed,
ceasing our funereal prose.
A ceremony of the flesh,
procured us to transfigure.
Dust to dust,
the wheel does stop, oh
the wheel does stop!,
—your eyes rattling my sky.
Irritating the stars,
incinerating Sirius,
remorseless to its demise,
heart’s hitherto delirious.
Setting the flesh aflame,
procured an eternal inferno.
Dust to dust,
lying under your eyes,
heed to my hearts desire,
love me when you awake, my fire. . .
May 16, 2020
May 16, 2020 at 2:48 AM UTC
I’m reacquainted with one of my many isolated world’s,
only this time I’m not scurrying to flee to another.
Consequently, intermingling them all together.
The natural phenomena of everyday have always escaped me.
It’s almost a betrayal that I’ve only come to know recently what was amiss.
I daresay, I’ve never felt more at home.
I’ve never felt more awash in hope.
May 8, 2020
May 8, 2020 at 1:54 AM UTC
Flying around all the time has its natural implications. Shielded from trifle’s and indignities that could make one ennui. Now, I’m on ground and my stance seem unstable, positively pleading not to turn skyward.
I’m meant to endure or perhaps embrace it all from both vantage point. The ground seems frantic, distressing, deafening, and I’ve avoided it neatly for so long—
the firework’s and funeral’s. . .
I’ve always felt early on that wherever I am, amidst chaos, calamities, God and I will always have this strange privacy. A delirious quality that has kept me geared for battle.
Today, I am terrified— interestingly,
a great show of cordiality.
A sense of newness quietly furnishing my immediate sphere.
Avoidance, elusiveness, does not heed to my soul’s manner of being. I must love forcefully through hysterics, endure or perhaps surrender to hurricane’s when I can no longer prosper, even if my heart reside’s in decrepitude, alas, I must tread carefully, banishing all fear or perhaps in spite of it— whilst also embracing the despairity of it all, for it’s in the knowing that one is without the other.
My life’s duality is an imagined reality I have constructed to feel invisible, thus I have become invisible to the world and my ambitions. A color-blind chameleon.
In fear of what?
No one is trying to fright me but my own chatter, this morose prattle teetering from one interlocutor to the other, as if I’m running away from something only to find—-I’m singularly trying to decipher my mind’s meander.
Sit me alongside a tree, on a bench, swallowing the noiseless repetitive air of a shy afternoon— I’d be joyous.
I don’t need much and perhaps this dire needlessness has kept me restless.
Always searching for something grand to arouse my spirit ‘cause if not this relentless truth that surfaces frankly, violently, everyday that life is indeed blissfully pointless—
will be quite persistent in its attempt to build a cathedral within the halls of my mind. Provoking a cacophony of musings through courtship.
So I nest. I refuse to surrender the attributes of the wind.
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 5:20 PM UTC
The joy of awaking in the same bed everyday,
doing the same things over and over again
can be as thrilling as making love
clothed in a room denied of curtains.
I recollect your shame with my fingers,
maliciously sweet from piecing you back together.
I unfold my eyes before the sun,
outwitting your assault at
the break of dawn,
every time I reach for the rosary,
I cant seem to construct vocabulary.
exuding words out of me,
ratifying the subtlety
of love and fire,
how it violently appear’s
out of nowhere.
I surmise the beauty of chaos,
uncertainty and what it teaches,
persecute all the churches
and all their preaching.
I surrender my thirst for warfare,
your lust atoned for my despair,
planting carnation’s in my soul,
watering the patch where
I became betrothed.
Now, my days are distressingly peaceful,
using oxymoron to describe how I feel about Jesus, and yet it has never felt more insufficient.
We can finally make love all morning.
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 3:05 PM UTC
my heart alighted—
years have passed, I finally
mourn my three angels
Feb 2, 2020
Feb 2, 2020 at 9:53 PM UTC