I think I can handle not being your friend anymore.
I think I can live by without talking to you.
Not seeing you is fine, ignoring me? I guess I can live with that?
I stopped because my friends liked you before.
But now, so what if our friends have a history?
Doesn’t matter, I don’t care. What I really care about is you.
And you don’t have to tell me. You look busy.
But no matter how busy. Please take care of your health too.
It’s important for me to know whether you get sick or not.
If you are sick, I don’t feel good. Well, I don't know.
You keep appearing in my daydreams and dreams.
I’d say you’re the girl in my dreams, but that’s just overused.
And to be honest, we almost met face to face before.
I saw you from afar and I just couldn’t bring myself to look at you.
I stopped and crossed to the other street.
Waited a bit just to see you in person and that was worth it.
Maybe because we didn’t know each other; perhaps it was because you are a stranger. I kept being busy trying to forget about it.
Yes, perhaps because we are strangers; but when I opened my eyes.
Every morning, I still thought the same thing.
I thought as much, but what if? You can’t forget that person?
What if it keeps glimmering in front of your eyes and keeps appearing in your mind?
I don’t know. I didn’t want to admit it.
I thought it couldn’t have been the case.
Something I’ve been denying for months, turned out to be true.
My heart races because of you.
I like you.
no, not just that.
I truly like you.
Mar 19, 2022
Mar 19, 2022 at 8:53 AM UTC
thank you for worrying about me
i’m glad you’re doing fine
i’m glad, i’m glad.
i have so many things in mind
but telling you doesn’t change anything.
it really won’t
just like by confessing
it doesn’t make you fall in love with me
what’s the use
Feb 22, 2022
Feb 22, 2022 at 3:40 AM UTC
there's this guy in the movie i watched
his heart was heavy and sad
the guy went to buy a few drinks
he seemed happy after drinking
so i figured maybe i might feel the same
Feb 20, 2022
Feb 20, 2022 at 11:15 AM UTC
a question
worth
asking
a risk
that's worth
taking
craving
you
like a drug
i know
you're
lost
but
you're
here
your smile
is the reason
for mine
i wish to be
more than
friends
i wish to
wake up
where you are
have you
seen you
if not
let me
tell you
that you're
beautiful
in every
single way
i
love
you
Oct 24, 2021
Oct 24, 2021 at 8:38 PM UTC
a quiet night isn't.
would you care to join me tonight?
outside where we can see the stars.
perhaps a walk on the grass?
you know i've been wondering lately.
i think you were in love and you messed it up.
and every moment of your life since then,
has been spent trying to stay busy enough.
i too was once in a relationship.
and i always regret giving up.
it just ended too quickly.
what about you?
will you and him gonna go to distance?
Oct 3, 2021
Oct 3, 2021 at 12:49 PM UTC
rise and shine,
sleepy head.
time to wake up.
there’s work ahead.
the day is long,
take your time ‘kay?
you’ll finish them soon.
before the moon rise.
after all of these,
we’ll get our prize.
take a rest,
if you must.
don’t push yourself,
smile sometimes.
we believe in you
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:05 AM UTC
Heaven and Earth,
more like heaven and dirt.
It all started when I saw you looking at me.
As I stare, your eyes glitter like the sea.
The sea full of stars.
I want to look at you just a few more hours.
Your gaze was soft and very warm.
I promise, that I mean you no harm.
I want your attention,
but I won’t ask for it.
I want your love,
but I won’t beg for it.
I want you,
but I can not have it.
You’re a heavenly goddess that belongs to the sky.
We all look to up to you even if it is high.
I’m not the only one who looks up to you from afar.
I may not be the man you’ve been looking for so far.
But I’ll keep watching, following your ups and down.
Do whatever you wish, as long as you are happy don’t let anybody push you down.
A goddess from the heavens, your attitude is pure.
Talking to you is the only cure.
The sincere smile, the honest look.
When you came, we all got shook.
And we all fell in love.
Jul 20, 2020
Jul 20, 2020 at 1:51 AM UTC
Feeling that you're still with him?
Its frustrating.
The feeling that she loves him and she doesn't likes you...
Its kind of annoying.
And the moment I knew that you left him.
That was satisfying.
But the feeling that you're with me.
Its exciting.
The feeling that you got your crush to like you back
It is Amazing!
The feeling that you loved me and you said I love you for the first time...
My heart is racing,
My lungs are pounding.
That moment.
Its surprising!
Yet its unforgetting.
Realizing that we could be a thing.
And were under the moon and stars, your beauty is so captivating, and I'm literally mesmerizing.
But seeing you hugging him that night.
Maybe your getting back tonight?
My feelings are deeply hurt inside.
Well I'm mad but I have no right...
Drowning in a sea full of tears.
I thought we could've lasted for years.
Well cheers!
Let's drink some beers!
I hope this memory disappears!
Even if you're near,
A few blocks from here,
Let's make things clear.
I was there!
When you needed someone.
I was there!
When you were crying all night.
I was there!
When you need to open up something.
I was there!
But reality hits me.
Who am I? To get jealous?
Who am I? To love you?
And who am I? To stop the both of you.
It was all a dream,
I was assuming.
You don't even like me.
I was not the one that you're seeking
That it hurts so much!
That I'm regretting.
And I thought that we could be a thing.
We could workout as something.
I really thought that we were a something.
Something special to each other.
But you guys are something,
Someone who are meant to be.
That is not for me.
You guys are really something.
A pair, a perfect two that made us nothing.
Deep inside,
My heart is breaking.
My heart is Aching.
I don't know the words to say it but its literally
Hurting...
The feeling inside like its splitting.
I keep on overthinking.
This is just getting worst.
I should be sleeping.
But I remembered we just go and on, all night talking.
Even if the sun is up,
Were still not stopping.
I thought Our love will last,
I was Hoping.
"I miss you!"
That was our greeting.
That was the very first thing that were sending,
And receiving.
However I didn't said good bye to you.
All I said is I truly love you...
A day has gone by,
Let's move on and let this day get by.
This is my last try,
Well Now good bye...
Jul 7, 2020
Jul 7, 2020 at 11:51 AM UTC
A billion stars,
Anywhere in the galaxy.
The distance with earth and mars,
Is just like you and me.
We can’t be closer,
As time goes longer.
We can only go further,
And we really can’t be together.
I know that there’s dark matter,
Pulling us away from each other.
Like my feelings for you, it won’t really matter.
And your answer will always be “go find someone better.”
Better? A word that consist of a pair of t and e.
And 2 different letters of r and b.
A variables that represents to you and me.
Like a math problems, we’re cannot be.
I need to find the distance between you and me.
You’re the point r and I’m the point b.
Using Pythagorean Theorem rather than trigonometry.
Like A is you plus B is me.
I need to find the C.
The sea that connects to you and me.
I’m the boat that needs a sea.
But there’s no "C" in sea that connects to you and me.
Row row row your boat gently down the stream.
Merrily merrily merrily merrily our love is but a dream.
A dream worth believing, that I want to live in.
And yet I just arrive and now you’re leaving.
Living the real life?
Or I’m just living a fantasy?
Open your eyes.
Look up the sky and see.
A Star, A Star light,
So bright.
Imagine, you and me in this starry night.
Holding your hand this tight.
I can’t believe that you’re with me tonight.
Maybe this night,
will turn out right.
And you’ll find the guy who would you like.
All I hope its me if that's alright?
But in reality, it is a cloudy night.
A starless sight.
A moonless light.
Twinkle twinkle litter star.
I wonder what your feelings are?
After he left you with bruises and scar.
Now I want to know on how you are?
Atlas the distance is great.
Maybe this is the last time that I’ll sleep up late?
But you’re the risk that I’m willing to take.
I promise, I will do it for us sake.
But "us" rest in peace.
I just want to be with you.
But the question is?
Am I meant to be with you?
Jul 7, 2020
Jul 7, 2020 at 11:28 AM UTC