Under my sink is a grave
Here lies a cockroach
I don’t think he meant to be brave
Surely that’s just what cockroaches do
Hide under sinks
Waiting for the rainfall of crumbs
After the smell of **** fills the room
A last meal
Perhaps he had made a request
Or perhaps he had made a mistake
Unable to see the difference between
Peanut butter and poison
Mar 26, 2022
Mar 26, 2022 at 11:16 PM UTC
When the spring comes
And the sun shines
Ill be ready
Will i be ready
If the bloods drops
And the drugs stop
Will it be enough
Could i be enough for you
Feb 17, 2022
Feb 17, 2022 at 10:22 PM UTC
Baby here we are at our grave
Time has come
Can’t be saved
At least not now
They say sometimes
It’s not the right time
Tired of the night time
But I don’t know when the sun is coming back
And I cant make you wait
Baby here we are at our grave
It’s my fault
Please just look away
Dont be scared
You wont fall
Feb 17, 2022
Feb 17, 2022 at 9:54 PM UTC
Cookie in my hand.
Crumbs on the seat.
No gas in the tank,
but a nice sweet treat.
:)
Dec 12, 2021
Dec 12, 2021 at 10:37 PM UTC
My springtrap jaw snaps me awake in the morning.
I fear my teeth may break one of these days.
No choice left,
but to stuff my sockets with dollar bills
and hope the problem goes away.
My teeth chase me in my dreams, laughing at my unconscious terror.
“You should stop acting as if emotions are a spectrum” said a lover after I picked apart a feeling I couldn’t understand.
I began to argue but remembered that I don’t go to therapy
so maybe I should just shut the **** up.
Sep 23, 2021
Sep 23, 2021 at 2:16 PM UTC
I hope I remember this moment at some point.
Been drinking & binging & listening to new music.
My heart feels some intense and familiar way -
Present & yet reliving many lost memories.
I wish I could piece together these glimpses of myself,
these never ending days.
I’d stick glue in my brain
& catch all these running images of my character.
I hope I remember this moment at some point.
Alone, content & craving
to return to something that was never quite right.
Sep 23, 2021
Sep 23, 2021 at 2:05 PM UTC
Even if life was 99% pain and 1% joy,
I would choose knowing joy every time.
Sep 2, 2021
Sep 2, 2021 at 8:04 AM UTC
I wish I had never met Death.
Her name sours my stomach and,
scratches my skin.
I hope I never hear her name,
when I begin again.
Jul 16, 2021
Jul 16, 2021 at 5:29 PM UTC
To live
Oh, to live
is to be so afraid to die.
I’ve lost a part of me,
but I can’t remember why.
Past, present, future;
they’re all the same.
One more year,
same old game.
Jun 21, 2021
Jun 21, 2021 at 1:56 AM UTC
