DashAkaX - Hello Poetry

Letting the Light Burn Flashing stars in an empty room Say it louder Turning around around the way I've been taught Lights Burn and Flashing Classical piano slower Say it louder Another happy thought Turning the universe around me in my room Dancing with the stars on my ceiling It's you Everyone has a hard day sometimes You would know more than most You will never tell with the smile on your face No one can guess the pain you felt Say it louder! Another happy thought I feel you I see you living long No hiding behind the door! But opening the window for me to join Say it louder Another happy thought Somehow morphing into your shadow In a way becoming more like you while keeping who I am Running low Start to lose my sense of home Then it's you Say it louder Another happy thought I want eternity Don't give me a thing Faces on film is all I see Say it louder Another happy thought You can tell the world now That it's all gone and now it's all here Please Say it louder Another happy thought

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Aug 19, 2016

Aug 19, 2016 at 4:45 PM UTC

Another Happy Thought

Letting the Light Burn Flashing stars in an empty room Say it louder Turning around around the way I've been taught Lights Burn and Flashing Classical piano slower Say it louder Another happy thought Turning the universe around me in my room Dancing with the stars on my ceiling It's you Everyone has a hard day sometimes You would know more than most You will never tell with the smile on your face No one can guess the pain you felt Say it louder! Another happy thought I feel you I see you living long No hiding behind the door! But opening the window for me to join Say it louder Another happy thought Somehow morphing into your shadow In a way becoming more like you while keeping who I am Running low Start to lose my sense of home Then it's you Say it louder Another happy thought I want eternity Don't give me a thing Faces on film is all I see Say it louder Another happy thought You can tell the world now That it's all gone and now it's all here Please Say it louder Another happy thought

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i.. Write poetry that doesn't deserve to be written in ink. i.. Dream about things that i know won't happen but still hope. i.. Don't see my future at all even though i talk about it all the time. i.. Hold my breathe every night before i go to sleep until i see black spots and act like i see the corner of death. i.. Am aware that the only thing i am so sure about makes me terrified. i.. Never been so scared. i.. Never been so accepting. i.. Never been so found and lost at the same time. i.. Continue to act to some people's eyes. i.. Don't know.

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Apr 28, 2016

Apr 28, 2016 at 2:26 PM UTC

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i.. Write poetry that doesn't deserve to be written in ink. i.. Dream about things that i know won't happen but still hope. i.. Don't see my future at all even though i talk about it all the time. i.. Hold my breathe every night before i go to sleep until i see black spots and act like i see the corner of death. i.. Am aware that the only thing i am so sure about makes me terrified. i.. Never been so scared. i.. Never been so accepting. i.. Never been so found and lost at the same time. i.. Continue to act to some people's eyes. i.. Don't know.

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It usually starts with a stare Then the water comes So much all at once Your next instinct is to run But instead you drop And let it come through you like a wave You grab both sides of your face Trying to make sure your still in one peace Then you starting to mumble as you remember "No" "I won't be able to handle it" Like a chant. Then you start yelling. "Shut up!" "Shut up!" Then as you start to calm down You start thinking again Then realized that you broke.

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Apr 12, 2016

Apr 12, 2016 at 6:23 PM UTC

I Broke

It usually starts with a stare Then the water comes So much all at once Your next instinct is to run But instead you drop And let it come through you like a wave You grab both sides of your face Trying to make sure your still in one peace Then you starting to mumble as you remember "No" "I won't be able to handle it" Like a chant. Then you start yelling. "Shut up!" "Shut up!" Then as you start to calm down You start thinking again Then realized that you broke.

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It was unexpected I never thought that this will happen to me That I would have my own story to tell I didn't have a title I didn't even have an author to my own name No prologue Or epilogue I knew I was alone And I became immune to it I Was an empty journal With no words inside the bindings that held it together Then the realization That I dwell on I cannot make change But I can encourage change I can squeeze your hand as tight as you want me to Because I owe you Because you became my prologue You reminded me that my story started a long time ago

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Apr 9, 2016

Apr 9, 2016 at 6:04 PM UTC

Prologue

It was unexpected I never thought that this will happen to me That I would have my own story to tell I didn't have a title I didn't even have an author to my own name No prologue Or epilogue I knew I was alone And I became immune to it I Was an empty journal With no words inside the bindings that held it together Then the realization That I dwell on I cannot make change But I can encourage change I can squeeze your hand as tight as you want me to Because I owe you Because you became my prologue You reminded me that my story started a long time ago

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He came out of nowhere. Ripping through my life like a tornado meant for destruction. He destroyed everything around me. It was both good and bad. He became everything. He made me feel everything, ones I never thought existed. I couldn't be anything without him. I was nothing without him. He is my energy. He is mine.

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 8:18 PM UTC

I Was Nothing

He came out of nowhere. Ripping through my life like a tornado meant for destruction. He destroyed everything around me. It was both good and bad. He became everything. He made me feel everything, ones I never thought existed. I couldn't be anything without him. I was nothing without him. He is my energy. He is mine.

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People change. I realized that in the last couple of years. I watch some of the best people in my life I once loved grow into something else. Or someone else. It's weird watching the people you knew before you was even able to walk grow into someone else. I know everyone goes through it. Maturity. And not everyone turns out what you thought. Maybe my problem was that I wanted everything to stay the same. A safe zone I guess you could call it. I realized there are two different things you can change into. Or two different roads you could say. Or the simple good vs bad. Maybe it's the coincidence that everyone I grew up with took the opposite direction I thought they would of never went. I talked to my Dad once about change. How I told him that seeing people change hurts. He told me seeing people change isn't what hurts, it remembering what they use to be. And I have to be honest that was one of the few times I didn't argue back. I realized he was right. I hated what the people I once called my life turn into something I hate. So pretty much the people I know became people I knew. It's really funny too when they told you many times that they aren't going to be something, surprise us both, and do what they said they wouldn't do. But there's one thing I'm afraid of. What if the person I was so sure I knew, the person I knew before I was even born wasn't even the person I thought I knew, but instead they took off a mask. That they didn't change, they just revealed who they really are. I think I would rather think they changed then they revealed. Or maybe people don't change, but their priorities do. In the end though, it's hard to watch people change, and it's harder remembering. But recently I learned that people also change to better themselves. I learned that life is about changing for the better. If you had to let go of some people along the way, then go ahead. Incredible change happens in your life when you decide to take control in what you do have power over. I always known that I couldn't change people's decisions. But I could change mines. Even though I'm still figuring out things for myself, I know I'm in control in the road I want to take. Now the funny part is I just need to take my own advise I'm giving myself instead of being scared.

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 8:15 PM UTC

People Change

People change. I realized that in the last couple of years. I watch some of the best people in my life I once loved grow into something else. Or someone else. It's weird watching the people you knew before you was even able to walk grow into someone else. I know everyone goes through it. Maturity. And not everyone turns out what you thought. Maybe my problem was that I wanted everything to stay the same. A safe zone I guess you could call it. I realized there are two different things you can change into. Or two different roads you could say. Or the simple good vs bad. Maybe it's the coincidence that everyone I grew up with took the opposite direction I thought they would of never went. I talked to my Dad once about change. How I told him that seeing people change hurts. He told me seeing people change isn't what hurts, it remembering what they use to be. And I have to be honest that was one of the few times I didn't argue back. I realized he was right. I hated what the people I once called my life turn into something I hate. So pretty much the people I know became people I knew. It's really funny too when they told you many times that they aren't going to be something, surprise us both, and do what they said they wouldn't do. But there's one thing I'm afraid of. What if the person I was so sure I knew, the person I knew before I was even born wasn't even the person I thought I knew, but instead they took off a mask. That they didn't change, they just revealed who they really are. I think I would rather think they changed then they revealed. Or maybe people don't change, but their priorities do. In the end though, it's hard to watch people change, and it's harder remembering. But recently I learned that people also change to better themselves. I learned that life is about changing for the better. If you had to let go of some people along the way, then go ahead. Incredible change happens in your life when you decide to take control in what you do have power over. I always known that I couldn't change people's decisions. But I could change mines. Even though I'm still figuring out things for myself, I know I'm in control in the road I want to take. Now the funny part is I just need to take my own advise I'm giving myself instead of being scared.

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Imagination game Is it real It's in my head I'm screaming that it's not I imagine what would happen if it was I can feel water in my eyes I can feel the sob building up And I hear myself speaking to God Something I never really do And I'm begging and asking And I'm hoping I'm not sobbing If this is how I act just thinking about it I know I'm done for if it is... I think I'll be a zombie Alive but not So please God Don't let this be an imagination game I don't want to be an imagination game

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 8:11 PM UTC

Imagination Game

Imagination game Is it real It's in my head I'm screaming that it's not I imagine what would happen if it was I can feel water in my eyes I can feel the sob building up And I hear myself speaking to God Something I never really do And I'm begging and asking And I'm hoping I'm not sobbing If this is how I act just thinking about it I know I'm done for if it is... I think I'll be a zombie Alive but not So please God Don't let this be an imagination game I don't want to be an imagination game

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Apparently being stupid is a smart decision.....? That doesn't even make sense and it ****** me off to even think what it could mean when really it means absolutely nothing. But common sense tells you being smart helps you make smart decisions, and being idiotic makes you make stupid decisions. But I guess how everything is today the most idiotic person can make perhaps the smartest decisions. Or maybe when it says being stupid as in acting like nothing happens or not seeing anything and keep moving is a smart decision. "Being stupid is a smart decision" That ****** me off.

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 8:10 PM UTC

****

Apparently being stupid is a smart decision.....? That doesn't even make sense and it ****** me off to even think what it could mean when really it means absolutely nothing. But common sense tells you being smart helps you make smart decisions, and being idiotic makes you make stupid decisions. But I guess how everything is today the most idiotic person can make perhaps the smartest decisions. Or maybe when it says being stupid as in acting like nothing happens or not seeing anything and keep moving is a smart decision. "Being stupid is a smart decision" That ****** me off.

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I start with my left hand. On the one finger. On the fourth D going up. I create the rhythm. Humming long with it , the same tone, boring but safe. Where I am comfortable. Where I think I am happy. Then my right hand starts. Higher. On the fourth D going down . Almost the same rhythm as the left, but so much more. It changed. The keys changed and the tone changed . Majestically and brave and forever changing in excitement. Out my comfort zone, but craving to be by its side. The left follows along with the right, two different sounds. One bringing the other life, giving it melody. That's what you are to me. My melody.

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 8:09 PM UTC

My Melody

I start with my left hand. On the one finger. On the fourth D going up. I create the rhythm. Humming long with it , the same tone, boring but safe. Where I am comfortable. Where I think I am happy. Then my right hand starts. Higher. On the fourth D going down . Almost the same rhythm as the left, but so much more. It changed. The keys changed and the tone changed . Majestically and brave and forever changing in excitement. Out my comfort zone, but craving to be by its side. The left follows along with the right, two different sounds. One bringing the other life, giving it melody. That's what you are to me. My melody.

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I started thinking. I stopped ignoring. I keep things in my mind. I'm starting to get ****** more. My smiles isn't fake as much anymore. I'm starting to get confused and I'm questioning too much. I broke my need to know bases rule. I'm so use to the same thing. Same routine. It was my alley and shelter. And I honestly didn't care. Or mind But...

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 8:03 PM UTC

Start

I started thinking. I stopped ignoring. I keep things in my mind. I'm starting to get ****** more. My smiles isn't fake as much anymore. I'm starting to get confused and I'm questioning too much. I broke my need to know bases rule. I'm so use to the same thing. Same routine. It was my alley and shelter. And I honestly didn't care. Or mind But...

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