I look at myself in the mirror -
lines of sorrow buried deep,
circles of insomnia stained black,
eyes that have forgotten how to smile,
holding tears they can no longer contain.
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 6:57 AM UTC
Why does anxiety
continue to plague me
long after I've given up?
Isn't that what
you wanted?
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 6:40 AM UTC
I have no strength left
to fight this pain.
I have no words left
to describe this pain.
I wish life would
just let go of me,
because I no longer
have the strength to hold on.
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 6:09 AM UTC
You're not depressed,
you're just lazy.
Everyone doesn't want to
get up and go to work.
Everyone has anxiety
throughout the day.
You're not special.
Then tell me—
does everyone not want to live?
does everyone wish life would just ******* end?
does everyone lie on the bathroom floor,
puking from anxiety?
does everyone beg on their knees
for the pain to stop?
does everyone hurt themselves physically
to drown out the mental pain?
does everyone keep a suicide plan
in their back pocket?
Go on.
Tell me I don't have a problem.
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 1:25 AM UTC
The next step -
Self sabotage.
Something I will
finally win at.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 2:49 PM UTC
The tears have dried up
and so has the blood.
The darkness
has won the battle.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 1:30 PM UTC
It is not what’s inside
that keeps us alive.
Not even the heart.
I can tell for sure,
for my heart is broken
beyond repair.
The darkness is
keeping me alive,
so it can feast
on me
a little while longer.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 1:16 PM UTC
I have been
rotting inside
for quite a while.
It doesn’t smell,
nor does it show.
The darkness just
eats you up from the inside,
until all that’s left is
a body to be burnt.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 1:09 PM UTC
I have finally understood-
Getting better
was a mirage.
Just as I got closer,
it disappeared.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 1:06 PM UTC
What harm is
a little burn
when the soul
is dead inside?
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 1:05 PM UTC