*I’ve found love,
Love like never before.
We show emotions,
Emotions we've never used before.
We’re doing good,
Only because I remember.
I remember words,
Words like I’ve never heard before.
“I love you” we said,
Love we felt.
Sadness we shared,
And in anger we cared.
I’m cold, you’re mad.
I wasn’t aware of me being like that.
I cry, you relax.
Now we understand.
I’ve found love,
Love like never before.
And I wish,
That it will never stop. *
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 4:29 PM UTC
*I haven’t been this kind of empty before.
My thoughts are speeding through my mind,
Passing through and never comes back.
I can’t escape the feeling of addiction,
I want more and more to get away from it all.
Reality is my worst nightmare.
Everytime I wake up
I wanna go back to sleep,
Begging to never wake up again.
I’m stuck,
I got nowhere to go.
I want to stay.
I want to disappear.
I want the good things,
The things that keep my mind occupied from the bad thoughts.
I’m in the middle of chaos,
Between body and mind.*
Jun 17, 2018
Jun 17, 2018 at 5:53 PM UTC
*Everytime I wake up it feels like I'm hungover,
Cause I've been drunk in love for so long.*
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 4:17 AM UTC
*I wish I could fall asleep by your side, in your arms
And wake up to the same sight of us
I never imagined how silence could be so loud.
I miss your touch, your skin, our time that I loved
But it's gone, you're gone, no feelings, nothing.
Empty. Empty. Empty.
I wish I could use another word, but it fits so perfect.
Me, my life, the world.
I tell you goodnight every night in my sleep,
I speak your name like it was the only ting I knew.
You drove me crazy, and I left without explanation.
Now I'm used to being alone, it takes time to get to know it again. And now I never want anything else.*
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 7:30 AM UTC
*Somewhere
I know you're there
But I wish you'd be here.*
Nov 6, 2017
Nov 6, 2017 at 5:34 AM UTC
I'm out here getting drunk on
memories,
While you're out there being sober on reality.
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 4:12 AM UTC
*You mugged my heart in the worst way,
You hurt me more than I ever could myself.
You stabbed me with words,
Leaving me silenced.
You made me beg on my knees,
Humiliating me all over again.
But I still forgive you,
By coming back.
I got played by your lies,
Pursuing me with your intentions.
Tracking down my weakest spot,
Taking advantage of my brand new emotion.
You make me mad for your touch.
But most of all, you make me want to die.
I’ve now stopped caring,
Just like the way you never cared.
You keep coming back with you excuses,
But this time you won’t leave with my heart again.
I slammed the door to my heart shut,
I locked it by carrying on.
The past I’ll never forget,
And the future I’ll never let you ruin.
I still can’t forget the scars you’ve given me,
So I’m regretting never hurting you.
You left me alone all the time,
And now I’m never staying.*
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 5:15 PM UTC