Dania - Hello Poetry

I think about how the world was shaped and how it moved one day in a way that brought us together that May. I wonder what gods or spirits bonded over our coincidental meeting and if they knew if this would be more than fleeting. I think about the year we've spent laughing and crying and learning in a way that keeps me returning — every night back to you. I wonder if we'll survive this next chapter within this lifetime or if we're looking for just some insensible bliss in the meantime. I know that I love you — that I know. And I think and I wonder how you and I will grow. And if there's a chance that we'll do it together And if there's a reality where that means forever.

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Jul 31, 2020

Jul 31, 2020 at 1:11 AM UTC

I Think I Wonder I Know

I think about how the world was shaped and how it moved one day in a way that brought us together that May. I wonder what gods or spirits bonded over our coincidental meeting and if they knew if this would be more than fleeting. I think about the year we've spent laughing and crying and learning in a way that keeps me returning — every night back to you. I wonder if we'll survive this next chapter within this lifetime or if we're looking for just some insensible bliss in the meantime. I know that I love you — that I know. And I think and I wonder how you and I will grow. And if there's a chance that we'll do it together And if there's a reality where that means forever.

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I want to let it go. I want to pretend I was never there. Pretend I didn't care. I want to let it go. I want to act like nothing happened. Leave it as a gap and... I want to let it go. I want to scream each time I remember That night in September. I want to let it go. I want it to be a part of the past And let my new love last. I want to let it go.

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Feb 27, 2020

Feb 27, 2020 at 12:10 AM UTC

James

I want to let it go. I want to pretend I was never there. Pretend I didn't care. I want to let it go. I want to act like nothing happened. Leave it as a gap and... I want to let it go. I want to scream each time I remember That night in September. I want to let it go. I want it to be a part of the past And let my new love last. I want to let it go.

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Sometimes I just don't Pretend to understand how Amazing you are

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Nov 11, 2019

Nov 11, 2019 at 11:50 PM UTC

Love: A Haiku

Sometimes I just don't Pretend to understand how Amazing you are

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What if everything wasn't the way it was? Have you ever posed a sentence with a question? Unperfected. Just looking for answers. How to refine the question - Or find the answer. We panic at the thought of thoughts, Of questions. But should we find answers? What if we don't have them?

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Oct 24, 2019

Oct 24, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC

?

What if everything wasn't the way it was? Have you ever posed a sentence with a question? Unperfected. Just looking for answers. How to refine the question - Or find the answer. We panic at the thought of thoughts, Of questions. But should we find answers? What if we don't have them?

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One of the few things that I'm sure of. I could build my world off of. Your unknowingly frequent touches on the world around you. One of the few things I know. It's strange - almost unheard of in this town. The impact -- Insurmountable.

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Oct 24, 2019

Oct 24, 2019 at 11:14 PM UTC

Indescribable

One of the few things that I'm sure of. I could build my world off of. Your unknowingly frequent touches on the world around you. One of the few things I know. It's strange - almost unheard of in this town. The impact -- Insurmountable.

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Lover ... What does that mean? Because I've had many. My lover now is the most incredible, And so was the one before. Until he wasn't. I think I've got it now. My lover.

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Oct 24, 2019

Oct 24, 2019 at 11:09 PM UTC

Lover

Lover ... What does that mean? Because I've had many. My lover now is the most incredible, And so was the one before. Until he wasn't. I think I've got it now. My lover.

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Beauty - How much is in the eye of the beholder? I wonder. "You are beautiful". He said that to me. I wonder. I wonder if he said that and meant I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. I wonder if he said it because he felt it only in that moment. But I also wonder if he said it just to say it. I wonder.

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Jul 13, 2019

Jul 13, 2019 at 3:07 AM UTC

wonderlove

Beauty - How much is in the eye of the beholder? I wonder. "You are beautiful". He said that to me. I wonder. I wonder if he said that and meant I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. I wonder if he said it because he felt it only in that moment. But I also wonder if he said it just to say it. I wonder.

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One of us had to be the one who ended it, But what if one of us was the one who still wanted it. I forgive you for being the former, And I scare myself for still being the latter.

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May 23, 2019

May 23, 2019 at 12:10 AM UTC

One of Us

One of us had to be the one who ended it, But what if one of us was the one who still wanted it. I forgive you for being the former, And I scare myself for still being the latter.

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While he's away, find a friend. While he's away, find a place. While he's away, find yourself. While he's away, be okay. While he's away, be thankful. While he's away, be you. He's not coming back. Give thanks for that.

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Nov 2, 2017

Nov 2, 2017 at 4:12 PM UTC

While he's away

While he's away, find a friend. While he's away, find a place. While he's away, find yourself. While he's away, be okay. While he's away, be thankful. While he's away, be you. He's not coming back. Give thanks for that.

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I know what to do with the polaroids we took over the holidays-- I can burn them. I know what to do with the seven t-shirts, two sweatshirts, and one jersey you gave me to sleep in and wear while we held each other in bed every night for three years-- I can throw them away. I know what to do with the necklace you gave me when you visited me, the bracelet you gave me for our six months and the earrings you bought me when we fought last year on my birthday-- I can sell them. But I don't know what to do with your voice ringing in my head, saying I love you, and then I hate you. But I don't know what to do with the image of your eyes lighting up when I would greet you at the airport, and then of your arms hesitating to hug me the last time we would ever see each other. But I don't know what to do with the thought of you holding someone else and giving them your t-shirt to sleep in after a long night in. And I don't know what to do with the memories. Three years of memories. Of loving you, of you loving me. Of holding you, of you holding me. Of fighting. Of every moment I caught my breath to make sure we were real and then of every moment I wished you hadn't lied or cheated or done something hurtful. Of every little thing that made me want you and want to get away from you all at the same time. What do I do with all of that?

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Jul 28, 2017

Jul 28, 2017 at 1:04 AM UTC

Storage

I know what to do with the polaroids we took over the holidays-- I can burn them. I know what to do with the seven t-shirts, two sweatshirts, and one jersey you gave me to sleep in and wear while we held each other in bed every night for three years-- I can throw them away. I know what to do with the necklace you gave me when you visited me, the bracelet you gave me for our six months and the earrings you bought me when we fought last year on my birthday-- I can sell them. But I don't know what to do with your voice ringing in my head, saying I love you, and then I hate you. But I don't know what to do with the image of your eyes lighting up when I would greet you at the airport, and then of your arms hesitating to hug me the last time we would ever see each other. But I don't know what to do with the thought of you holding someone else and giving them your t-shirt to sleep in after a long night in. And I don't know what to do with the memories. Three years of memories. Of loving you, of you loving me. Of holding you, of you holding me. Of fighting. Of every moment I caught my breath to make sure we were real and then of every moment I wished you hadn't lied or cheated or done something hurtful. Of every little thing that made me want you and want to get away from you all at the same time. What do I do with all of that?

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