
Who was your ******* rock? The one you relied on when others relied on you? I was the keystone who kept you together and kept the others together unbeknownst to them. I was the bandage sealing the wound from the bacteria of the world, from the ill thoughts and mean-spirited things of the world. I was your ******* crutch that supported you and helped you stand upright in this world. But just like a crutch, like a bandage, I was discarded once the problem was summarily handled. I hope you bleed out next time.
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 8:53 PM UTC
This poem is originally written by my favorite poet, Charles Bukowski. .
they're not going to let you
sit at a front table
at some cafe in Europe
in the mid-afternoon sun.
if you do, somebody's going to
drive by and
spray your guts with a
submachine gun.
they're not going to let you
feel good
for very long
anywhere.
the forces aren't going to
let you sit around
fucking-off and
relaxing.
you've got to go
their way.
the unhappy, the bitter and
the vengeful
need their
fix - which is
you or somebody
anybody
in agony, or
better yet
dead, dropped into some
hole.
as long as there are
humans about
there is never going to be
any peace
for any individual
upon this earth or
anywhere else
they might
escape to.
all you can do
is maybe grab
ten lucky minutes
here
or maybe an hour
there.
something
is working toward you
right now, and
I mean you
and nobody but
you.
Oct 9, 2017
Oct 9, 2017 at 7:26 PM UTC
I want you in all of my life
From the extraordinary
To the extra-ordinary
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 11:55 PM UTC
For a few months time
I kept a poetry notebook
Always by my side.
When I would write about
Something happy and positive
It would be written on the next page from the front of my notebook.
When I would write about
Something sad and somber or negative
I would write it on the next page from the back of my notebook.
It almost seemed like a competition then
Which would fill up my pages first?
Joy or sorrow?
Now and then I still take that notebook
Thumb it open
And examine its pages.
The only difference is
That now my happiness
Is written on my face
In the form of a smile
And you are the author
Who placed it there.
Sep 3, 2017
Sep 3, 2017 at 1:52 PM UTC
To those hidden under blankets, huddled close to their lovers:
There are some among us who are wrapped in blankets of our own tears.
To those who purse their lips in a smile as soft melodies floating through the air lull you to sleep:
There are those of us who write sleepless lullabies on our arms with the sharp embrace of the blade, our only comfort.
Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 4:35 PM UTC
It was only just about four months ago
That a girl from Canada I'd never met
Would steal my heart, a love so whole
My emotions skyrocketing, love so sure
Was followed soon thereafter
With silence and the void
Hearing nothing, not even a whisper
She has seemingly disappeared
Back to the nothingness she came from.
Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 5:20 PM UTC
We as writers have the ability to do many things.
We know how to change the tenses of many different words,
Such as love becoming had loved
And together becomes we were together.
We have the knowledge to change things
From the affirmative to the negative,
Such as we’re in love
To she isn’t in love
Or she is always by my side
To I rarely see her anymore.
We can combine the two
To change something that is happening
To something that might have never even happened,
Such as how will always be in love
Changes to were we ever in love?
And how I love you
Could be flipped to ask
Didn’t you ever love me?
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 12:16 AM UTC
I had to talk another person
out of it last night.
When will the world learn
Not to encourage such behavior?
Jun 13, 2017
Jun 13, 2017 at 7:57 AM UTC
I have often been criticized for my seeming lack of motivation and drive
But I am content with celebrating beauty as it enters the world
And mourning the same beauty as it leaves this world.
Jun 10, 2017
Jun 10, 2017 at 3:21 PM UTC
When madnesses o'er takes me
I shall watch the world burn in the light of your eyes.
Jun 7, 2017
Jun 7, 2017 at 11:33 AM UTC